membebel~

heyya..

i watched sukmum this evening..rugby final..haha
it has been more than a week already that i have a new routine.. watch rugby every evening..
haha
ni gara2 'tok wan' *oh he got new name :D* la...
n plus, my buddies also playing for 4th college..
naim,sepot,john,safuan, sape ntah lg..:D

so today was the last day for sukmum..as for rugby la kan..
12th vs 5th..
went to watch 'tok wan' maen...
too bad he lost..
but alip tibe2 dgn xbersalahnye buat muke bangga sbb 12th kalah..
huh! xmengapa la alip...
janji 'tok wan' sy lg tough dr alip.. ;P

these 2 weeks had been some very tough weeks for me..
huhuhuh
last 2 weekends - pindah umah..byk barang..byk hal nk setel.. keje byk tp xsiap..penat.. serabut...huhuhuhu
last weekends - mama kene denggi...byk hal kene setel jugak..adik cm haram xle harap.. jaga mama kt hospital since ayah keje..wuwuwuuuu :( keje xsiap gak..*sobsobsob*

beratnye dugaan semenjak 2 menjak ni..huhhu
xpela..go efie!! i know i'm strong!!!

thesis is killing me...
assignments makes me suicidal..
tests are coming..
wuwuuuu serabut~ :((

thank god my heart is ok...
nothing's been bothering me..
bgs ye kau wahai hati..
xbuat hal time2 tgh serabut ni..
ni yg tambah syg nih :D

i miss my angels...
it's been ages that we r together..
i mean all of us..huhuh
i wish we cud be like b4..
even for a day, or an hour...
i just miss having u girls around..
*sobsobsob*

n thanx to u..
for being patience listening to all my babblings..naggings..
hhuhuhuhu
i dont know who to tell lg dh...
i just miss my girls soo much..
n u jd tmpt i ngadu..
if only u cud get my girls for me rite now..
huhuhuhu
:((


with loads of works, assignments, thesis works, tests...
i always kacau u at work..huhuh
thanx for everything...wuwuwuuu



i wish u n u girls were here...
i wanna cry..
hug me plsssssssss
:(


*mode rindu*

fed up

shud be doin my thesis rite now..tp cm biase la kan efie ni...
i find it hard to start doing my thesis again...huhuhu
so many things to do but so lazy to get started..
with these few things disturbing me rite now..i cant get my head off from those.. *sigh*

wish i cud end this up REAL soon..
huhhuhhuhu
still finding the courage to tell..
go efie!! u can do it!!
but yet...still afraid to tell..
not afraid with the answer that might come but afraid of the consequences after telling n getting the answer.. uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!
tlg!!!!!!!

puas ku di-lecture oleh sume org..
huhhu
but still i havent do anything...
coward ke aku?? huhuhu...
ayam btol la efie!!!

i need my girls...
i need ur shoulders rite now..
i want to cry...
cry for being such a loser...
huhuhuh

kamu2!!!
mahu nanges!!!
=((

they left~

today...
officially they've left me...
huhuhuu

last nite was the last nite i'm having my moment with them..
ckin especially...
dilla n az went home early...

but still...
today is the day...
anta ckin blk td..
cudnt wait for her to siap kemas2..
sedeyhh~

i missed them oredy...
i tried to hide my feelings for dis whole week..
created sum other reasons just to stop them from asking why am i looking so dull...
created so many excuses just to get away from those emotional feelings...
but the truth is...
saye sedeyh!!!!

thinking dat i'll be left behind here in um...
the girls have graduated...
but not me...
they've got to sort their own life..
but not me...
not just yet...
:((

they r not here with me anymore...
they've gone in their own path...
their own way...
god! how cruel life is...

giving me all those happy moments...
giving me all those precious frens...
pampering me with their kindness, loves, laughters, smiles, tears...
n taking them away from me in just a glimpse...
how cruel!
:((

but nevermind...
i'm strong...
i'll stand still...
living with those happy moments...
the moments that will made me strong...
the moments that will made me fight...
the moments that stays in me no matter what...
the precious n priceless moments...
:((

girls, i missed u oredy...
i heart u to the max....
i love u a lot lot lot...

wish i cud turn back time...
:-<

....................

i'm having my 1st paper tomorrow...
n what i'm doing now is dis...huhhuhu

suddenly i felt like crying my heart out...
crying on the shoulders of my angels...
how i wish my angels r here now... :'(

i need a hug..
a big hug....
from my angels....

i dont know why, but with the exams...
i havent study dat hard...
with wats going on in my life now...
with all those unnecessary things wondering in my mind...
i wanna cry!!!!

n i really3 need my angels...
girls, u know how much i love u...
how much i cherish the moments i've had with u...

i cudnt imagine how my life wud be in a couple of weeks...
u girls wud be leading ur own path...
sorting ur own life...
planning for ur own future....

u wont be around...
when i need each n everyone of u...
u wont be near...
when i felt like crying...
u wont be around...
when i need a fren..a sister...a hug...

but i have to let go...
bcoz i love u girls...
n i always will....

.................................



+_+

gamBa2 beRhari rAya paRt 4

dd, taza, finni, kaka atiq pon wat openhse..
but then tade gamba2 nye..
sume kt dlm kamera org laen...

last wednesday went tu ckin's..
last openhse for dis raya...
hehehe..







to whoever yg buat openhse but i cudnt make it, sorry sgt3...
mama n ayah asek bising sbb asek gi openhse je..hee~
tamat raya dh...
exam da dkt...
tggl lg 3 hari je to my 1st paper...
xstudy pon lg ni..huhuhuhu

cuakkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!

afiqah!! stop procastinating!!!!!
blaja laaaaaaa!!!
huhuhuhu...

mari blaja!!
gud luck to all for finals..
sorry for all my wrongdoings..
pray for my success yah!

:D

xoxo~

gambA2 beRharI raYa pArt 2

Day 2 - putrajaya, kajang, shah alam
~ me, jermen, epair, dd, taza, ayg, arock, ckin jln2 raya umah azwa, dilla, n kak huda..
jln smpai mlm..blk penat dan emo..huhuh..

alamanda *menunggu org yg awal tu*


umah azwa ~putrajaya~

umah dilla ~kajang~

mereka seperti keluarga kan.... ;P

umah kak huda ~shah alam~

so many things to catch up hee~

hallu~
sgt byk ye saye tidak update...hehehe...
with all those recovering things to do...i'm happy now...
so skang time utk update ape yg dh dilakukan..hehehe

where do i start? went jln2 with pijan,ged, jermen...post grad dinner with the girls.. abg hafiz's hse-warming..jermen's rugby tournament...ape ntah lg..byk..huhuh


saye mengupload gamba nye saje la ye...hehehe...
as kak dyana said, it's hard to start over again what u always do when u've stop doing it.. ;P

jln2 mlm2 tasik permaisuri

post-graduation dinner

jermen's rugby tournament


till later~

~xoxo~

sMilinG

these few weeks really makes me smile all day today...
sy sgt happy..with all my love ones around...

angels n babes : dd, dilla, dyg, arock, az, shikin, taza - thankx for everything girls.. i really do love u gurls with all my heart..no one can ever tear us apart..huhuhu..

thira - thanx for making my days..n gelakking everytime we down..

jermen - thanx for being there for me..listening to my bebel-ing. my sad stories yg xtau bile nmk abes..huhu..thanx j..for sincerely being my fren..*sob sob*

sistas : aza, jayla, ida, dira, kak atiq - thanx for understanding my thn ngn sy..huhuh.. love u gurls soo much...

hsemates terchenta : ling n kak d - sy syg kamu 2 org...slalu denga cite2 sy..huhhu...best dodok ngn kamu.. :)

frens - thanx for everything..

sy sgt happy dgn kamu sume... ;)

efie syg kamu sume!!!

till later~

~xoxo~

sEx n tHe cItY pRemIere

halloo~

it's been a while x update..hehehe...now time for sex n the city premiere update..

last tuesday, went for the sex n the city movie premiere at the gsc SIGNATURE, the Gardens midvalley with the girls...it was in signature owhkay!! hahaha... 1st time movie-ing there.. quite a comfortable place..the seats were in pairs...sgt romantis! hahaha...

there were 8 of us --> me, dd, az, dilla, rye, zaa, ckin, n zirah.. the pairs were me&dd, az&dilla, rye&zirah and zaa&ckin..me n dd was soooo like romantisnya...hahaha.. melayan perasaan bersama2 mcm org b'cinta..ooppss! statement bhy nih..hehe..

the movie was good..i like the movie eventho i've never watched the series..it shows no matter how u lead ur life, no matter how miserable u r, no matter how rich u r, n no matter how in love u r with someone, frenship will never end..it will never fade as years goes by..huhu..
here r some of the pics at the signature..hehe

me n dd menggediks

lala syg..

angels

the great company

this is the result when every-vain-people wants to squeeze in ;P

this is what we called self-timer..haha

after the movie we headed off to murni..as me n dd were like getting hungry bile tgk makanan yg cantek2 n sedap2 dlm movie itu..haha..soooooo diet la kan..

huhuh..then end of the great night for me..wish the night wud never end..miss my girls sooo much..been a long time that all of us didnt spend the night together..the movie made me cry as i am so touched by the frenship that they have..
angels, wish we wud be like that till the end of ourlives..huhu..
being there for each other thru thick or thin...spending the holiday in 'mexico' if 1 of us had to cancelled our honeymoon..haha..spending all weekends talking.. huhuhu..
na nanges lg!!!!!!!!!!!!
windduuuuuuuuuuuu kamu sume!!!!!
u girls were 1 of the best things happened in my life...u girls were the greatest company.. u girls were the best medicine for me ever!!

get all emo-ed right now..ta na smbg dh..huhuh
nk gi nanges dlm bilik air..huhu :'(

till later~

~xoxo~