in dEniaL

itu saje nk ckp

saye rs sy in denial

xtau la nk explain cmne

sakit otak

fed up

shud be doin my thesis rite now..tp cm biase la kan efie ni...
i find it hard to start doing my thesis again...huhuhu
so many things to do but so lazy to get started..
with these few things disturbing me rite now..i cant get my head off from those.. *sigh*

wish i cud end this up REAL soon..
huhhuhhuhu
still finding the courage to tell..
go efie!! u can do it!!
but yet...still afraid to tell..
not afraid with the answer that might come but afraid of the consequences after telling n getting the answer.. uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!
tlg!!!!!!!

puas ku di-lecture oleh sume org..
huhhu
but still i havent do anything...
coward ke aku?? huhuhu...
ayam btol la efie!!!

i need my girls...
i need ur shoulders rite now..
i want to cry...
cry for being such a loser...
huhuhuh

kamu2!!!
mahu nanges!!!
=((

Y O U

yes you!
pls3 understand things r going so complicated now...
huhuhuhuu
with u keep on giving mixed signals....
n i cant stop thinking bout u each day...

with u keep on treating me awkwardly...
n i still confuse with whats going on...
huhhuuhu..

pls do understand..
that i need an answer..
whether its a yes or no..
whether u like or not...
thats it..
only it..
not more..
only an answer from u...

i'm still confused...
i dont know what u really want from me...
i really dont know who am i to you...
n i really need to know...
b4 i moved on again...
b4 i give up again...
or b4 i wait for u for another god knows how many yrs..

pls pls pls...
let us untangled this complicated things...
i'm getting tired tho..
pls understand...
if u'r reading this...
i hope u'll understand...
seeing u every single day only makes me suffer even more...
just bcoz i dont hav the answer...

sy mahu jawapan!!!
tu je...

...............................

gIvinG uP~

i'm giving up on u now~

thanx for everything~

Hari Ini

pagi tadi...
sy pergi rumah dia..
tp bkn utk jumpa dia...
tp utk jumpa keluarga dia...
nasib baik...dia tiada..
tdo lg kot..hahaha

tp kali ni...
sy yakin...
sy xrasa sume tu lg dh...
mungkin perasaan tu xde lg..

mungkin hati sy dh ada pada kamu..
bukan dia lg...
kamu berjaya ambil hati sy dr disakiti dia...
kamu berjaya buat sy pergi dr hidup dia...
terima kasih kamu...

mungkin sekarang sy hanya perlu teruskan hidup...
tanpa apa2 perasaan dan ingatan pd dia lg...

mungkin sekarang sy hanya perlu teruskan hidup...
dgn ingatan sy hanya pada kamu...

mungkin juga sy perlu teruskan hidup...
tanpa perlu mengharapkan pada kamu..
walaupn sy tau hati sy pada kamu sekarang...

tp entahlah...
hanya kamu yg ada jawapannya sekarang...
tp kamu diam..
mcm xde apa2 yg berlaku...

biarlah..
mungkin sy perlu bersabar...
byk bersabar...

tp....
sy dh penat menunggu...

tp xpe lah....
sy sggp bersabar...
demi kamu...

terima kasih kamu....

(",)

cOnfUsEd

APEEEEE NIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????

JGN LA BUAT PERANGAI JEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PENINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

INGT AKU APEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE????????????????????????????????

BONGEK!