they left~

today...
officially they've left me...
huhuhuu

last nite was the last nite i'm having my moment with them..
ckin especially...
dilla n az went home early...

but still...
today is the day...
anta ckin blk td..
cudnt wait for her to siap kemas2..
sedeyhh~

i missed them oredy...
i tried to hide my feelings for dis whole week..
created sum other reasons just to stop them from asking why am i looking so dull...
created so many excuses just to get away from those emotional feelings...
but the truth is...
saye sedeyh!!!!

thinking dat i'll be left behind here in um...
the girls have graduated...
but not me...
they've got to sort their own life..
but not me...
not just yet...
:((

they r not here with me anymore...
they've gone in their own path...
their own way...
god! how cruel life is...

giving me all those happy moments...
giving me all those precious frens...
pampering me with their kindness, loves, laughters, smiles, tears...
n taking them away from me in just a glimpse...
how cruel!
:((

but nevermind...
i'm strong...
i'll stand still...
living with those happy moments...
the moments that will made me strong...
the moments that will made me fight...
the moments that stays in me no matter what...
the precious n priceless moments...
:((

girls, i missed u oredy...
i heart u to the max....
i love u a lot lot lot...

wish i cud turn back time...
:-<