Happy Birthday Si Kacak :)

Happy 24th Birthday to enchek Ahmad Faris!! :)
u r old now.. 24 ok!!

May u be blessed with good health, prosperity, lots of love, and most importantly blessings from Allah.. :)

Semoga ditemukan jodoh yg baekkkkkkk~ ;))

U've been the best boyfren ooppss slh, bestfren besides all my best girlfrens ever! :D

Thanx for every penny, every tears, every pieces of comforting words and acts, every fights for all these only made us a better person..
Thanx for ur presents each n every time i needed u the most.. :)
Most important thousands thanx for being sooooooooooo patient..u r the best~ :)
Have a blast dear~

je t'aime
:)

give n take is the best policy

erk, mcm ape je?
give n take is the best policy? bleh ke ayat cmtu..ngeheheeh

i sometimes felt like it was a mistake..
sometimes it was the best way..
sometimes like it will never gonna happen..
but yet, it keep on coming everytime i tried to run away..
either it is fated that way, or just a test..
either way pon, still complicated
:))

if it is fated the way it shud, then i will just hold on to it and make things work..
:)
mana2 pon, u know u love me the way i do~

*entry jiwang ok, kalo xsuke jgn bc :P*
*merepek plak tu haish*

ini buat kamu~

sy nk ckp

time kasih pada kamu

sbb kamu sgt bersabar layan kerenah sy

sbb kamu sgt sabar layan mengada sy

sbb kamu sgt sabar layan demand sy

sbb kamu sgt sabar layan merepek sy

sbb kamu sgt sabar layan bengong sy

sbb kamu sgt sabar layan mood swing sy

sy tau kamu mmg sedar perangai ngok ngek sy tp kamu wat bodo je

kamu layankan aje mcm tade apape berlaku

sy tau tu

dulu sy slalu naik angin sbb kamu seperti ignorance

tp skang sy mcm da paham da nape kamu wat cmtu

sbb mengade sy tu xboleh di layan lebih2.. :D

sbb tu la sy syg kamu sgt2

mane sy nk cr org mcm kamu

walaupon kita bkn an item, tp sy tau kamu syg sy

kan?? kan?? kan?? *gedik*

ok la

tu je sy nk smpaikan kt kamu

kalau apape jd kt sy, kamu doakan sy sejahtera tau

sbb kamu slalu dlm doa sy

:)

ok dah

sy syg kamu :)

crystal clear..n i made it!!!

feeling extremely relief..
wats been bothering me for these few months suda setel!
i'm proud of myself.. proud for not being a coward anymore.. proud to be able to walk away n leave behind all the black history that makes me afraid to move on and take chances..
proud for having the guts to say it n fix things..
proud of having bunch of frens who didnt even give up giving me advices and courages even when i'm not listening n just ignored wat they said..huhu
proud to hav U as my best bud n accept me for who i am n what i look like..

today, i made it..
i said it just the way wanted to say it..
i made things clear..
we made it clear..
i'm glad we talked..
no more confusion..
no more pening2..
no more afraid of anything..

thanx to U for being understanding of my situation..
thanx to U for making it clear to me..
thats all i want..nothing much..

i've been stupid..
behaving like dat..
making U behave not like u..
making U put a wall between us..
making U put a restricted limits between us..
making me almost losing U..
making U almost ran away from me...
*sigh*

thanx for coming back..
as my bestfren..
thanx for being who U were before..(so far ;P)
thanx for not running away...
thanx for helping me n making me handle this like a grown up..
:)

i always believe in fate..
only god knows wat will happen in the future..
n i accept wat ever it will be..
n i feel relief..sooo relief..
this is the 1st time i've ever win in this matter..
i win saving this frenship..
thanx a lot to U!
:)

~xoxo~

nEveR thInk

loving this song at the mo...:D

Rob Pattinson
Never Think

I should never think
What's in your heart
What's in our home
So I won't


You'll learn to hate me
But still call me baby
Oh love
So call me by my name


And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you're too far gone
Before nothing can be done


I'll try to decide when
She'll lie in the end
I ain't got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell you to hold off
You choose to hold on
It's the one thing that I've known


Once I put my coat on
I'm coming out in this all wrong
She's standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I'm in love
I'm in love


Girl save your soul
Go on save your soul
Before it's too far gone
And before nothing can be done


'Cause without me
You got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Hold on

falling in love already~

hahahaha
yesterday, i went for a movie with jayla n aza..
it had been a while since i watch a movie with the girls...
had a great time yesterday tho..

went out in about 1++ p.m. n the movie was at 2 p.m.
ouh! almost forgot..
we watched twilight!!

yup! at 1st, i hav no idea wat the movie is all about..
mengikut saje saye ni..hehe
jayla told me the movie is about vampire love story.. hee~
got excited jugak la..hahaah

n now...
i'm in love!!!!!!!!!!!
ku suda jatuh cinta pada vampire itu!!!!!!!!
hahahaahah
sengal!

yerp! i am officially in love with edward cullen~
who happens to be cedric diggory in harry potter n the goblet of fire..
hahahha
me n aza didn't realize dat...only after the movie, jayla told us dat...
ngehehehe~
but the hell with it..
he's edward cullen now...
n the three of us fell in love with him already...
jayla mengaku kalah n now left me n aza...
ahahahah

aza, jgn jeles....
i'm in love...
;P



p/s: to U, don't worry...i still love u.. it's just dat i love edward cullen more for now..
ngahahahhaa..jahat kan saye ni.. ;P

what a week~

hye there~

exams' over now...
skang masa utk menghabiskan wang ringgit dan beronggeng bersama rakan2...hehe ;P
my last paper was on last saturday 15 nov 08..
hah! tho it was quite a disaster, the hell with it...
sy suda mls mahu pk...
xnk study da boleh????
sy nk benti boleh???? huhuhuhu

starting with the night after my last paper was over..
went to flynyverssary with the gurls....
bosan~
ramai org sesak~
rmai bdak skola~

then me, ckin, az, n herl left early to rasta memandangkan ckin, herl, n az suda kebuluran..
*saye juge..hee~*
lepak rasta till late...the others came later...
catching up, gelak2, gossip2, sume2 la..
pulang dan pergi minum lg kt pj hills with arock, ayg, hadri, la, ckin , n jermen..
*herl suda hanyut di bilik ckin*

the next day was sunday...
xpegi mane2 but then at night we went for madagascar 2 with shammy, epair,dilla,jermen, n ckin..
i like to move it.. move it...hhahaa
then went to pelita...dilla n epair pulang tros coz epair nk keje the next day n dilla has to top up her sleep...
after pelita, shammy brought us to bukit ampang for a really nice view of kl..
suke3! heee~
left at about 3 pm n i reached home around 4..huhuhu

on monday...
wnt to berjaya times petak (according to jayla)
with my sisters..aza, jayla, n ida..
it suppose to be everyone pon pergi..
but then, changed of plans...tggl kami berempat saje..huhu
but it turn out to be fun tho..
aza is the most toughest that day..
manage to naek everything berkali2..
ahahaha
me...dh expire awal dh..bcoz of gayat n loya..dem!!
huhuhu
had dinner n the shopping2..hhaha
i bought 2 pairs of shoes..dem! abes da duet aku..huhuhuh
jayla bought a pair of earings n cinnamon roll yg dia crave sgt..hee~
n then shoot off to um melepak di 4th sandar2 kt schwarzy smbil borak..
jmpe naim,alip,saii,safuan, john...rindu kamu2..
huhuhuh

yesterday......hahaa
tuesday, had an appointment for schwarzy's service routine...
bwk schwarzy gi klinik dia for service..then me, ckin, n jermen went to jln gurney for an audition on an advert..*wink*
mestila bkn me n ckin yg audition...hahaha
its my kekaseh cerah punya audition la...
si model tu...
it turned out to be funny n ckin n i cant even look..
if not..disaster la nnt...
gelak cm gila...
its ok yg..1st experience..
gud2!
then shoot off to klcc without having any plans on where to go n what to do..
*nmpk sgt tade keje..haha*
jln2, minum2...
after maghrib pegi sunway pyramid pule...
for james bond...hahaha

after the movie, fetch ayap dkt power...dpt jumpe debby!!! yeay!!!
gi pelita for supper...
then, pegi bukit bintang specifically pavillion...
utk...camwhoring!!!
hahahaah
since debby is around..mestila nk cmwhoring kan....
berposing till debby penat oredy n ran out of batt..huhu sedey...
xdpt amek dgn sgt byk...
sent ayap, ckin , jermen pulang...
headed home n tros tido...

there goes my week after exam so far..hehe
blom seminggu lg..br 4 hari...
hahahaha
will be updating soon...

:D



p/s: gurls, i miss u oredy...thinking that everything will change starting next week... makes me want to stop the time...if only i have the power... if only i have the chance... *sob sob sob* :((

wAy bAck iNtO loVe

currently loving this song~
someone made me wanna sing dis song to him.....
dunno why but i'm loving it...
heeee~
pls understand wat i feel...
;P
*mode terbang*

Way bAck iNtO lOvE

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

LoVe iS In thE aIr~

Bertanya sang bayu pada ku
Mengapa kau masih disitu
Tiadakah jemu kau menunggu
Ohhhhh

Dan buat seorang perindu
Penantian hanya lah waktu
Dikamus hati ku
Tiada istilah jemu
Ohhhhoh

Hentikan lah saja
Jenaka bermadah
Biasa terlalu sering ku dengar
Ceritera cinta tiada berubah
Hanya mimpi yang indah
Akhirnya nanti kecewa

Buka lah sedikit hati mu
Kenali siapa daku
Ohhh

Beri ku pendam rasa hati
Malu mengakui
Ohhhhhh oh

Hentikan lah saja jenaka bermadah
Biasa terlalu sering ku dengar
Ceritera cinta
Tiada berubah hanya mimpi (hanya mimpi) yang indah
Akhirnya nanti kecewa …

Tanpa mahu mengakui kau pon dihati
Diluar sedar kau ku rindui
Penantian (penatinamu) hanya ruang waktu
Tiba masa kan terbukit cinta ku
Ohhh
tak mudah percaya pada pengakuan aku di hati mu yang tersayang

Hentikan lah saja
Jenaka bermadah biasa terlalu sering ku dengar
Ceritera cinta tiada berubah hanya mimpi (hanya mimpi)
Yeh .. yeh .. yeh … yeh
Akhirnya nanti kecewa …

lOve iS in tHe aIr....bUt yeT, thE fEaR iS sTill tHerE...... *sigh*