crystal clear..n i made it!!!

feeling extremely relief..
wats been bothering me for these few months suda setel!
i'm proud of myself.. proud for not being a coward anymore.. proud to be able to walk away n leave behind all the black history that makes me afraid to move on and take chances..
proud for having the guts to say it n fix things..
proud of having bunch of frens who didnt even give up giving me advices and courages even when i'm not listening n just ignored wat they said..huhu
proud to hav U as my best bud n accept me for who i am n what i look like..

today, i made it..
i said it just the way wanted to say it..
i made things clear..
we made it clear..
i'm glad we talked..
no more confusion..
no more pening2..
no more afraid of anything..

thanx to U for being understanding of my situation..
thanx to U for making it clear to me..
thats all i want..nothing much..

i've been stupid..
behaving like dat..
making U behave not like u..
making U put a wall between us..
making U put a restricted limits between us..
making me almost losing U..
making U almost ran away from me...
*sigh*

thanx for coming back..
as my bestfren..
thanx for being who U were before..(so far ;P)
thanx for not running away...
thanx for helping me n making me handle this like a grown up..
:)

i always believe in fate..
only god knows wat will happen in the future..
n i accept wat ever it will be..
n i feel relief..sooo relief..
this is the 1st time i've ever win in this matter..
i win saving this frenship..
thanx a lot to U!
:)

~xoxo~