miracle do happens

a love letter for the 1 i love the most after my parents.. :')

Dear u,

God separate us in 2 total different world. Make us grow apart from each other. You were up there somewhere, and i'm here in the real life, real world. I always have faith in having you in my life. Eventhough i don't know whether you truely exist or not. But the faith is still with me keep growing in me. Always believe in the presence of you ever since i was a little child. I don't know why, but i did. I dont know the reason for holding onto my faith. The only faith i'm still holding on till today. I dont know why God made me believe in such thing. I dont know why i'm always searching for you in my dreams. I dont know why i'm still hoping for you come into my life. But that was it. I always did.

That day, the day that i wont forget. Never. He made my dreams come true. He made my faith, my dreams, my hope a miracle. I met you. I hear you. You were in front of me. I totally can't forget that. Eventhough i can't see u but enough for me to hear you. Thank God. Only He knows how i felt at that moment. I can;t hold my tears anymore. The tears i've been saving for that particular moment. The tears i shed everytime i think of you. You can't comeback to us but i know you are always there. Looking up for us. Taking care of us. I can feel sometimes, that you are here beside me. Looking at me. Holding me. Protecting me. I know you can hear me everytime i cried myself to sleep. I just want to see you this time. Hold you, touch you, feel you. But i know it's hard and almost impossible. I pray each time, that you would came into my dreams. So that i can hug you, hold you, talk to you all night. Please come. :'(

After so long, i didn't hear anything from you, last night was another unforgetable night for me. Again i met u. In a special way. After so long, i've been waiting for this moment. You wanted to talk to me. I even cried seeing you. The way you greet. I cried the first moment i see you without even care for the people around anymore. You hugged me. God, You give me a lot already. Those was the best. You talked to me, you hugged me. In a special way. I can feel that is truely you. I can feel your hand holding me. Dear God, i could not ask for more. You tell me to take care, take care of our family. I couldn't say a word. I really wanted to say a lot but i just can't. How happy i am, only God knows. :'(

Dear you,
I wanteed to say that i love u so much. Nothing and no one can ever replace that. I will always remenber what you said to me. And i will always have faith in you. I know you'll look up for us. You have to take care of yourelf too. Find someone who care for you. Because i want to see happy. As happy as i am now. Next time i see u, please tell me that you have a family already. Because that's all i ask from you. For you to be happy. Other than taking care ang looking up for us here, don't forget your duty. I will always pray for from here. Do let me know if you're around. Made me feel that you're around. Always.
Take care.


The 1 who'll always love and miss you,
~your sister~
:')