be strong!

today, was a very long day...
had to wait with ayah for his angiogram test...

i woke up at 6.15...mandi2, siap2, headed straight to IJN..
wait there with him in his ward...dr pagi kol 7.45 tu smpai kol 2 br dpt masuk angiogram punye lab tu...huhuhu..pity him that he has to fast for 15 hours...='(

i waited outside for about 1 1/2 hour..then he keluar, blk gi ward blk...
he told me that the doctor said that he had 90% blockage in his heart...
his right side of the heart dh block sume dh...n his left side of the heart ade 3 places yg block...
the doctor suggest that the only way he has is to do the BYPASS operation..
but since his heart is too weak for the operation he cant do it...='(
but the doctor said he has to do another test..i'm not quite sure what test is it..but the test is to make sure whether his heart is strong enough for the operation or not...
meanwhile all he can do is continue with the medication...

huhhuhu...i'm not sure whether i can tke these or not...but all i know that i hav to be strong in front him, my mom, my brother...n also in front of all my other relatives...

huhuh..'ya Allah, kau kuatkanlah semangatku ya Allah...aku sgt memerlukannya saat ini..sesungguhnya tiada ape lg dapat aku beri melainkan semangat kepada dia..panjangkanlah umurnya ya Allah...aku xdpt bayangkan hidupku tanpanya...dialah penemanku,dialah penenangku, dan dialah pelindungku...='(( '

do pray for me...help me pray for him...i just felt like i'm alone right now..
angels, aniki, really need u rite now....=''((

my dad b4 the angiogram..*xde keje tgh cuak pn nk wat lawak..hehe*

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