ThIs is jUsT tHe wAy I am

Uhuk huk huk!! buang2 habuk

2011-10-12T15:29:00.003+08:00

It has been a while!!

Lama gila x update! writer's block kot??? chewah cliche!! ;))

Nk keluarkan teaser! tungguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

hikhikhikhikhikhikhik

shoes!! shoes!! shoes!!

2010-11-03T19:58:00.001+08:00

Hey people!! ;D

thinking of selling most of my shoes..

anyone with the size 8 or 9???

intersted x???

*serius xtau nk jual kt mane ;P*

Bila....

2010-09-27T10:27:00.002+08:00

haha didnt realize the previous post was my 200th post! semalas2 aku capai jugak 2oo post..ngeee~

Hadith :

Sabda Rasulullah SAW yang bermaksud:"
Jauhilah diri kamu daripada tujuh dosa yang boleh membinasakan. Baginda ditanya:"Apakah dosa itu wahai Rasulullah?" Baginda berkata:" Syirik kepada Allah, sihir, membunuh jiwa yang diharamkan oleh Allah melainkan dengan jalan yang benar, memakan harta anak yatim, memakan riba, lari dari medan pertempuran perang dan menuduh perempuan yang suci melakukan zina."
Riwayat Muslim

Huraian

1. Terdapat tujuh dosa besar yang dilaknat oleh Allah SWT terhadap sesiapa yang melakukannya iaitu:

i. Syirik kepada Allah- iaitu mempersekutukan Allah dengan sesuatu yang lain seperti mempercayai perkara-
perkara khurafat, memuja hantu syaitan dan sebagainya.

ii. Sihir

iii. Membunuh jiwa yang diharamkan oleh Allah melainkan dengan jalan yang benar seperti untuk mempertahankan diri atau menegakkan hukum Allah (menjalankan hukuman keadilan)

iv. Memakan harta anak yatim

v. Memakan riba

vi. Lari dari medan pertempuran

vii. Menuduh perempuan yang suci melakukan zina.

2. Setiap mukmin hendaklah berusaha agar bebas dan selamat daripada melanggar hak saudaranya apalagi hak anak-anak yatim yang diamanahkan untuk dijaga dengan baik. Seseorang yang telah menghkianati amanah tersebut hendaklah ia mengembalikannya atau meminta untuk dihalalkan.

3. Orang yang telah melakukan dosa hendaklah bertaubat dengan taubat nasuha dan meminta ampun kepada Allah kerana pintu taubat sentiasa terbuka sampai terbitnya matahari dari barat.

;)

my raya goes like this...

2010-09-14T23:37:00.003+08:00

hehe..this year's raya is more like chinese style raya.. ;P

mlm raya - had takbir at home with org masjid coming over..thnx pakciks.. ;D

1st day raya - balik kampung!! kg la sgt..kg tunku je..muaahaahhaha..sehari suntuk di kg..mkn, posing, tdo, mkn blk, posing lg, dan tdo kembali.. ;D mmg produktif hari raya sy.. n around 11 pm that nite, berangkat ke ipoh with emmett..this is emmett's 1st trip out of town..wahh! emmett sgt bergaya di atas jln raya.. ;D n that makes me miss schwarzy so much..huhu

2nd day raya - still in ipoh that morning, seperti biasa, aktiviti mkn harus diteruskan..then around noon we went straight to penang..got stuck along the jambatan sbb dgn mengada nye kabel kt jmbtn tu nk terbakar kan!!!! deym! stayed in equatorial penang, had big family dinner dkt kayu..almost everybody was there..oh i wish it was kapitan..haih~

3rd day raya - fooling around the hotel, bermain air pool, tdo lg dan lg..muahahhaha n went straight back to rawang later in the evening..jln jem nk mati..n the next day i have to WORK!!! demyuh!

so there goes my raya..alhamdulillah sume org sihat walafiat sepjg hari raya..tade sape2 sakit..fud poisoning atau ape saje..heee~ ;D

It's Raya

2010-09-09T12:45:00.001+08:00

Esok da raya n it's the first raya without him..
haih~
i wonder how it wud be like..
tanak raya boleh?
kalo dgn keji nye sy bgn lambat esok cmne agaknye? hehehe ;P

anyway, life goes on
Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir Batin

Mohon maaf atas segala kesalahan dan kesilapan
terkasar bahasa atau terlanjur kata
halalkan mkn dan minum

Sy maafkan setiap kesalahan selagi ia tidak melibatkan perbuatan menyekutukan dan menduakan Allah
itu, hanya Allah yg berhak memaafkan
bertaubatlah.. ;)
other than that
Happy Eidulfitri
;)

oh i loike! ;)

2010-08-22T15:51:00.002+08:00

"If there were in the world any large number of people who desired their own happiness more than they desired the unhappiness of others, we could have paradise in a few years~"

haha quote di atas sungguh best! ;)
but it said IF! hahahaah
great things keep happening these days..
Thank U Allah~ ;)
pliss made it keeps coming..hee~ ;D

"Dari setiap dugaan yang mendatang, terselit seribu hikmah. Dan dari setiap kesabaran, terselit berjuta ganjaran"
;)

Ramadhan

2010-08-11T02:35:00.002+08:00

Selamat berpuasa kepada semua umat Islam.. :) semoga ramadhan thn ni lebih baik dr yg sebelumnya.. :D

It's the 1st ramadhan for me without daddy around..it still fresh in mind where daddy wud be the 1 yg akan kejut me n afiq pagi2 for sahur..even when i dont wanna wake up for sahur he wud be forcing me to at least minum air kosong..kadang2 smpai dia akan bwk air msk bilik n suapkan so that i wud no matter wat sahur jugak..huhuhu :(

this year, there wud be no more voice from him gegarkan pintu bilik soh bgn..n usually ptg2 i wud teman him jln2 kt bazar eventho xbeli apape pn..cuci2 mata tgk makanan sementara nk tggu berbuka..n again there wud be no more bazar hopping for me this yr..ntah2 tgk bazar pn dah sebak... T_T

ayah, we miss u so much..i know u r in a better place now, but still..ur presence means so much to me..u were my bestest fren.. :( my life is empty since u left..yes, there r so many great things happened in the mean time but i still feel like theres something missing..it's u..n i miss u so much..happy ramadhan daddy..i promise i wud do the best i can for u.. :')

Choc moist cake drools

2010-07-21T12:49:00.003+08:00

nyummmmmmmm~
had this yesterday..
thanx ma!!!!
sedappppppppppppppp
blk2 simpan dlm fridge, skali bgn sahur ingt nk makan tp da abes!!! T_T
seisi rumah da abes kan..
nak lg ma plisssssssssss :D
heee~

nyum nyum nyum~

2010-07-17T11:29:00.002+08:00

It has been a while since i baked my last chocolate cake..
baking n cooking (bkn lauk ok) has been my passion these past few years..
tp da lama gile xbuat kek, xbuat lasagna or even the popia cheese kak atiq thot me..haih~
tibe2 rs mcm rindu nk memasak tp tade hati nk memasak sbb nnt tade sape mkn since i'm still in my weight watching period.. ;P n mama n afiq bukan mkn sgt benda tu, n bff is too far utk hantar ke sana..haih~

Perlu start HP semula..sbb rs suda mkn terlalu bykk hahah
but still i miss baking..
last cheesecake i baked xmenjadi..ngeee
n i need to try it again smpai jadi..
n recipes from few people.. pweeassseee~
oh n i feel like trying to make icings for cupcakes..
bile buat cupcakes upin ipin utk aqeel.. :D
but still, sy MALAS! thats the main point..
n sbb nnt takot mkn byk2 sbb nmpk sedap n there goes my effort all these while..
tanak ah cmtu~

dan sekarang ni crave for few things seperti
home made apple cheese slice
popia cheese (ade sape2 sudi nk buatkan x? ;P)
grilled salmon steak (ok ni sebenanye boleh buat sendiri tp mls nk cr salmon)
bubble tea dkt tesco :DDDD
duriannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn :D
n the list go on..

ok nk kuar pegi spa dgn mama..
later~
;P

just a short one ;)

2010-07-17T00:03:00.003+08:00

went to genting last tuesday with rny, mida, dd n afiq (dd's bro)..
it was a last minute plan..kami paksa mida pergi sbb tibe2 mida kate tanak ikt ;P
dd came a lil bit later..so kami jln2 dlu while waiting for dd..
since me n rny is pondan enough utk naek benda2 yg laju dan tinggi dan pusing2 dan gayat, so mida hav to wait for dd n afiq to arrive.. sorry mida, kami x sekental awk ;P

sementara tggu dd, we manage to get 2 teddies from the game yg pancing2 itik tu..hahaha
sbb nk maen utk dptkan dragon sgtla xberjaya.. :(
ok sebenanye mls nk update sbb ngntok.. so there was our trip to genting.. *trip ke? ;P*
we had fun, later after 7 pm sbb outdoor da ttp kami pergi main glow in the dark bowling.. *mcm kt mid xde je kan nk gi maen smpai kt genting ;P*

ok la..malas da..ngntok.. bye!
zzzZZzZzZzZZzzzZ~

Another Brag~ ;)

2010-07-15T19:12:00.001+08:00

Caution: this is seriously a brag..xperlu baca kalo rs nk sakit ati.. ;P

I got my new born emmett today!!!!!

ok tu je nk ckp ;P

Deutschland

2010-07-12T05:54:00.004+08:00

World Cup 2010 has ended!!

ape gua nk buat pasni?
nk tgk drama kt tv mmg x la kan..
fb akan jd lebih bosan sbb gua da xboleh nk layan world cup kt tv..
astro, sile kuarkan movie best2 bermula hari ini ye..

So the spanish won this year's World Cup..

congrats to the team *bajet dorg baca ni*
n congrats to the fan...
am not a big fan of spain, but they won without penalty was good enough..haha ;P

Even seriously game adelah superrrrrr bosan..
player asek maen tendang kaki,perut dan kepala org..
reff suke main uno yg hanya tggl warne kuning dan 1 merah..
hampir semua player holland dpt bwk blk kad kuning.. ;P
but all in all, we have the winner..haha

thanks to epair, aimi aqilah n J for coming over n watch the game with me..
meriah sket idup world cup ku mlm td.. :D
tenkiu~~~~~
we shud had those jenga+monkey+guitar heroes moment again!!
;P

ok tu je..
mata xmampu mahu diangkat lg..
walau apape pn yg terjadi, Germany tetap di hatiku..

even da 3 kali asek kalah time semi, n hnya dpt 3rd place..
xkesah la..
next 4 years, podolski masih boleh main world cup.. :D

naniteeee~
*note that mlm td xtdo kononnye lyn tetamu ;P*

p/s: serius tajuk entry tade kaitan dgn post ;P

This is corny or lame or watever u wanna call it.. ;P

2010-07-09T23:55:00.005+08:00

sesetengah org akan kate aku adelah lame

or even xberpijak dibumi nyata..
hehehe
but xkesah la..
i still love twilight saga so much!! :DDDDDDDD

n i find this man delicious
*sumpah bunyi cm gatal ;P*

dia nmpk sedap kan??
erk!
tp...
i like edward more..
but jacob is delicious..
ok da konfius~
;P

*mane 1 nih?*

oh! n to u..
u promised me this abs..

hurmmm....
pastikan u berjaya ok..
if not, u r considered lost..
we r still in the deal.. ;P

senanye nk ckp jacob is delicious je..
ok la bye!
;D

Some bragging~ ;P

2010-07-01T19:47:00.003+08:00

Look what someone gave me for my 24th birthday :D

*ini adelah ms belum kembang :D*

saje mahu brag bout the plant..
n i have the right to brag ok!!
sbb...
sepjg hidup xpenah dpt adiah bungeeeeeeeeeeee~
n this year's birthday i got a plant!!!
hahahahaha
amek kau! xpenah dpt bunga kannn..skali dapat pokok bunga!! ;))
thank u!!!!!!! muahhh! :*
n i didnt expect it wud be from U..hahah
ngokngek! ;P
i imagine my first flower wud be from a tall, dark n handsome guy... ;P
but sadly not... hehe
it's really pwettyyyyy tau!
n dia da kembang!! :D

*santek kan????*

oh so suke3 smbil lompat2!!
dan ada lg yg kecik2 nk tumbuh.. :DDDDD
that's all it..
ngeee~ :D

Hari Lahir Saya

2010-06-28T14:01:00.005+08:00

oh byknye nk update tp kemalasan melanda.. serius da lama senanye mls nk update blog..hehehe :D byk benda perlu update, byk masa juga utk update, tp byk malas..cmne? ;P

so where do i start?

June is almost over..happy belated birthday to my favorite june babies!!!!

lisya
fufue
chupa
ME
az
taza

i'm looking forward for our post-birthday celebration.. *please make it happen ;P*

As for me, 24th birthday is nothing much special without ayah around here anymore..but still we moved on n had a memorable celebration in Singapore.. :)
went for 2 days holiday on my birthday weekend that was on the 19th & 20th june.. Stayed at Hard Rock Hotel Singapore..reminiscing the memories back in Hard Rock Hotel Penang with semesta sisters n Mr. Rockenstein.. :DDDDDD

The major awesome part was when we went to the Universal Studio Singapore!!!! sumpah best gile tempat tuuuuuuuuuuu..hahaha Thank God i've purchased the tix earlier since we can't get the tix on the day itself..manusia punya la ramai..n it was hot out there..namploh kali berenti utk beli air..huhuhu but the fun we had was wayyyyyyy more worth it.. eventho we only managed to go only half of the universal studio..the place was too big n too fun utk jln selama setengah hari or even a day..disebabkan terlalu panas mama can't bare it n we had to go back to the hotel earlier for check in..

the place was only 80% complete sbb major rollercoaster blom bukak..by mid next year br complete..BFFs take note!! next year we r going to Universal Studio Singapore!!! sile kumpul duit.. ;P

seblah mlm pulak we went to the *ohemgee i cant remember the place* for seafood..mkn mcm org da setahun xmkn!!! *blame the diet plan ;P* n thank God my weight masih maintain.. *eh sejak bile jg weight conscious ni?? ;P* dan teruskan aktiviti mlm dgn ronda2 Singapore till midnite.. :D

the next day, we just went for lunch dkt Siloso Beach, naek tram jln2 dkt beach, n off to the airport for take off..

It was a really short holiday but being in the Universal Studio adelah super best!! i dont wat other people wud say bout the USS, but to me the place was a complete fun! :D Let the pixxies tell the stories.. *eventho xbyk sbb terlalu syok naek rollercoaster dan tgk shrek 4D.. oh masih rs lg air bersin donkey tu..eeeeeuuuwww~ ;P*

A Letter for Daddy~

2010-06-17T12:07:00.000+08:00

Dear dad,

It has been 3 months since u left. And i still feel ur warm skin when i touched u the day u went..

Dear dad,

I miss our conversations
I miss watching u having ur lunch
I miss bringing u to ur appointments
I miss how we always argue on silly things
I miss being ur stubborn little princess
I miss hearing u calling me name out loud
I miss when u always force me to eat
I miss when u always call me every minute asking what time i'm gonna be home

Daddy,

U were the only one who wud trust me when everybody is turning their back on me
U were the only person who wud listen to me when everybody else wudnt
U were the only person who knows all my dirty secrets n keep it from mama
U were the only person who knows my flaws n accept me for who i am
U were the only person who wud say "its ok..u'r gonna do great" when my confidence flown away from me
U were the only person who wud believe in me more than i believe in myself
U were the one who wud wait at the door with ur serious expression showing that u dont like me coming back late
U were the one who wud always give chances for me to say my reasons no matter how mad u were at that moment
U were the one who wud know everything bout me without having me telling u

Daddy,

Ur little princess is turning 24 in 2 days..shes not so little after all aite..
but she misses u so much..n she love u so much more than anything in this world~
but she knows that u r in a better place.. T_T

Happy Father's Day Ayah.. we miss u so much :(

Al-Fatihah~

hidup ini bosan

2010-06-15T10:57:00.001+08:00

oyy! i seriously need a job~

deyum!!!

oooooooooo yeah!!!!

2010-06-11T11:35:00.000+08:00

oh!! sgt excited!!

tp efie, jgn over excited ye~~~~

oh2!! tp tetap xsabar..

can't wait!! can't wait!!

masa, cepatlah berlalu~

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

random~

2010-06-09T10:33:00.001+08:00

manusia mmg lucu

suka mengikut perasaan dan hawa nafsu semata

kadang2 smpai x ingt dan xtahu mana dosa dan mana pahala

sigh~

karma

2010-04-18T21:23:00.003+08:00

Ayah slalu pesan, jgn sekali2 aniaya org..
sekali kite aniaya org, 2 kali kita kene blk..

i've told u never touch any of us..
skarang ni, xperlu aku yg balas dendam or anything...
Allah tu sendiri kasi balasan..
sebab, ape yg kau buat tu pada aku seperti mencabar kuasa Allah sebagai pencipta..

dan sekarang, seperti yg aku pernah cakap..
aku sudah pun dengar, berdiri dan senyum je.. :)

Sesungguhnya Allah itu yg Maha berkuasa, Maha segala2nya~

erk!

2010-04-15T10:47:00.001+08:00

erk!!!

kawen???

tanakkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pls100x!!!!!!

T_T

Happy Birthday Si Kacak :)

2010-04-14T00:04:00.004+08:00

Happy 24th Birthday to enchek Ahmad Faris!! :)
u r old now.. 24 ok!!

May u be blessed with good health, prosperity, lots of love, and most importantly blessings from Allah.. :)

Semoga ditemukan jodoh yg baekkkkkkk~ ;))

U've been the best boyfren ooppss slh, bestfren besides all my best girlfrens ever! :D

Thanx for every penny, every tears, every pieces of comforting words and acts, every fights for all these only made us a better person..
Thanx for ur presents each n every time i needed u the most.. :)
Most important thousands thanx for being sooooooooooo patient..u r the best~ :)
Have a blast dear~

je t'aime
:)

tiada tajuk

2010-04-12T09:20:00.002+08:00

Ya Allah

jika besar ganjaran yg kau janjikan buat kami

aku redha dgn sebesar-besar dan seberat-berat dugaan yg engkau berikan pada kami ini

T_T

asek2 benda yg sama :P

2010-04-06T22:30:00.002+08:00

I've said this million times..n i'm repeating it everytime

thanx for putting up with me

thanx for lending ur ears and spending ur credit for me

thanx for always there for whenever or wherever i needed u the most

thanx for being extremely patient with my mengada-ness n all the unnecessary things

n most importantly thanx for being a great person for me to treasure and love~

:)

hati keji

2010-04-05T21:35:00.001+08:00

at this time around

i just feel like getting married,

move out,

n never come back~

but that wud be too cruel~

*sigh*

when my hero falls~

2010-04-02T23:12:00.003+08:00

There was once a man, who i am proud of to be father and my hero.
He was the strongest man to me..
He taught me to be strong
He taught me to be myself
He taught me how to handle things without messing things up..eventho i always messing things up.. :D
but i know he's still proud of his little princess.. :)

I'm not good in putting things into words..
but all i know my hero had fallen..
he falls in his battle..battle of life..
he's been fighting for years, keeping it to himself for years..
but in the end he falls..
but he falls with victory..
bcoz his life is Allah's will..

Maybe God don't want him to suffer more..
or even seeing his family suffer too..
so that's why He took him first..
T_T

but watever happens, i will always be as strong as u, my hero..
keeping ur wife n ur son safe as u always did..
protecting them as u could...
bcoz i know, it's them u worried the most..
bcoz u know there is u in me.. :')
as i can be as strong as u..

u was the king in my life..
n i am the princess..n will always be..
ur stubborn little girl who always wants things go on my way, who always wants to do things my way n who always makes u smile~
bcoz i am u..

*Semoga roh ayah dicucuri rahmat, ditempatkan bersama2 org yg soleh, dan diterima semua amalan.. al-fatihah~*

*i heard a news that ur eldest is praying for u non-stop every single day..i know u always wants to meet him n i wish u did.. T_T*

give n take is the best policy

2010-03-19T21:41:00.003+08:00

erk, mcm ape je?
give n take is the best policy? bleh ke ayat cmtu..ngeheheeh

i sometimes felt like it was a mistake..
sometimes it was the best way..
sometimes like it will never gonna happen..
but yet, it keep on coming everytime i tried to run away..
either it is fated that way, or just a test..
either way pon, still complicated
:))

if it is fated the way it shud, then i will just hold on to it and make things work..
:)
mana2 pon, u know u love me the way i do~

*entry jiwang ok, kalo xsuke jgn bc :P*
*merepek plak tu haish*

tade belas kasihan~

2010-03-08T22:35:00.003+08:00

jgn usik keluarga aku

ni da melampau

once u hurt any of us, 100 times u'll get the payback.

skang ni pon hidup kau sudah cukup susah kan

insyallah la akan tmbh susah~

itupon kalo Allah izinkan..

Bumi ni bulat.. what goes around comes around~ *nyanyi lagu JT kang*

*serius tade sikit pon belas kasihan ok*

smug

2010-02-18T00:41:00.001+08:00

ahahahhah

pity u~

turns out that my instinct this time was right...

attention seeker!

:)

CNY n V day

2010-02-15T15:47:00.005+08:00

Had a great weekend with cik arifah n cik aimi huda the other day~ :)
the concert was darn great..xtau nk describe mcmane but it was more than awesome n even more than worth every penny spent.. kan chup kan??? ;))

sadly xdpt jumpe FT in person.. he was not feeling so well..
tu la, hyper sgt atas stage kan da xlarat nk jumpe fan..wuwuwu T_T

chinese new year n V day was great too~
went kareoke with the rockensteiner (arock n chupa), had ice-cream too, n lepak2 with bff n frens.. :)
konsert kite ade sehebat FT x chup??? =)) *gelak guling2*
p/s: kwn j bernama usop tu comey..chup! ape lg..kem slm slalu meh~

i forgive every mistakes or wrongdoings ppl do to me.. n i search for forgiveness from everyone i've made mistakes to.. yet God is great. He always know whats good or whats not. then i shall leave everything to Him to decide. n thats the only way to make me feel good. by having faith in Allah~ :)

again

2010-02-11T10:43:00.002+08:00

i dreamt of sumthing lg last night
n again i lost it...
sumpah aku x ingt ape~
mimpi tu mcm penting
hampeh! tlg la ingt blk~

oh2! can't wait for FT this saturday~
chup mari pakai chantek2!
:D

Malam Tadi

2010-02-10T11:33:00.001+08:00

sy ada mimpi sesuatu mlm td
tp kan
sy x ingt sy mimpi ape
deym!
ni yg x best jd org xreti nk ingt mimpi nih
dah la aku ssh nk mimpi
deym3!

;P

arnab

2010-02-10T11:30:00.001+08:00

hurmm~
1st thing 1st i'm sorry
doesn't mean to hurt anyone
so sorry if i hurt anyone~

tp
sy tanak jd mcm arnab~
;)

hey hey~

2010-02-06T16:32:00.002+08:00

hey hey~

for d past 24 years i've met all kinds of people.
but you are amongst the few i regret meeting
you self-centered bitch
you who wants every little things centered to yourself
you who wants every single things all for yourself
you who doesn't care who you hurt along the way as long as you get all you want

why must u feel threatened by me??
perlu ke???
u don't have to do it if u think u r good enough
this shows that u r nothing but a....
:)

courtesy from kertas~

;))

2010-02-03T15:53:00.002+08:00

Whatever u give a woman, she will make it greater. Give her sperm, she will give u a baby. Give her a house, she will give u a home. Give her groceries, she will give u a meal. Give her a smile n she will give u her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what she is given. So if u give her crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit!

hikhikhikhik~
;))

Selamat Ulang Tahun

2010-02-03T10:41:00.004+08:00

buat org tua ini..

sekarang dia da sombong dan bz..

da la ade awek xroger2 sy pon..ppfffttt~

sejak ade awek lg la bz.. ;P

SELAMAT HARI LAHIR ENCHEK SHAMRUL

semoga dipanjangkan umur

semoga dimurahkan rezeki

semoga diberkati Allah

semoga cpt abes master patu bleh smbg Phd cpt2 :)

semoga cepat kawin..oopps!

nnt kawen efie nk jd flower girl bleh ke??? :D

ok dah tu je nk ckp

nnt blanje tgk movie tau~

*ya Allah muke aku! :">*

ini buat kamu~

2010-01-22T22:13:00.002+08:00

sy nk ckp

time kasih pada kamu

sbb kamu sgt bersabar layan kerenah sy

sbb kamu sgt sabar layan mengada sy

sbb kamu sgt sabar layan demand sy

sbb kamu sgt sabar layan merepek sy

sbb kamu sgt sabar layan bengong sy

sbb kamu sgt sabar layan mood swing sy

sy tau kamu mmg sedar perangai ngok ngek sy tp kamu wat bodo je

kamu layankan aje mcm tade apape berlaku

sy tau tu

dulu sy slalu naik angin sbb kamu seperti ignorance

tp skang sy mcm da paham da nape kamu wat cmtu

sbb mengade sy tu xboleh di layan lebih2.. :D

sbb tu la sy syg kamu sgt2

mane sy nk cr org mcm kamu

walaupon kita bkn an item, tp sy tau kamu syg sy

kan?? kan?? kan?? *gedik*

ok la

tu je sy nk smpaikan kt kamu

kalau apape jd kt sy, kamu doakan sy sejahtera tau

sbb kamu slalu dlm doa sy

:)

ok dah

sy syg kamu :)

tiada tajuk

2010-01-15T19:42:00.001+08:00

just exactly when i finally get some space to breath

things gone crazy again..

ape kes?

manusia ni pelik kan???

2010-01-06T23:57:00.002+08:00

manusia ni sgt la pelik kan??

dengki x habes2

busuk ati jgn cakap la..berbakul-bakul

wahai si celaka,
suda2 la nk porak peranda kan keluarga org..
thn br ni bwk2 la bertaubat..
ingt sket, Allah tu byr cash je skang..
what goes around comes around bebeh!

hahaahahah

oh lg 1!
manusia lain ni pulak..
sudah2 la menyakitkan ati org...
bwk2 la bertaubat jugak..
benti la porak peranda kan hubungan org..
life is like a roller coaster bebeh!
ngeheheeh
:D

happy new year!

2010-01-01T02:00:00.001+08:00

Alluuuu~
ngehehehe
i know this is the 1st post after 6 months i've been neglecting this blog..
so sorry mr bloggie.. will try to update more this year *fingers cross*

happy new 2010 year to everyone!
may this year will bring more joy, happiness, good health, great wealth, and more gud luck!

:)

June babies~

2009-06-22T09:52:00.006+08:00

haha..
happy belated birthday to me!!!
n to fufue, lisya, chupa, n az too~ :D
n happy becoming birthday to taza!
tggl kamu je lg!! ;P

this is a late update tho..
bday aku da lps br nk update kan?? ngeheehehehe ;P

June seems to be most of my centa hatis birthday..
lisya - 1st june
fufue - 3rd june
chupa - 17th june
myself - 19th june :D
az - 21st june
taza - 26th june

hahahaha..
byk kan?? boleh bankrupt sume org..

had a really great birthday with my hsemates, frens, some of my chenta hatis (sad not everybody was there..wuwuwu), n family.. :)

the night of my birthday, my hsemates bought me cheese choc! on my request..the cake of course..sape soh tanye nk cake ape!! ;P
thanx kak dy n ling!! love u loadss!! :*
there were also am, abg hafiz, ayam, ayg, arock, n evelyn..
at 12 am that night, pegi pool..
nyanyi2.. potong2 kek..
blk mkn!! haha
pity aza n kak yong cudnt make it on time..huhuh
so pissed with the mat rempits! pegi attack org suke2 ati apsal???
bodo!!

the next day, had lunch with kak atiqiah, kak syorre perry, n kak fafadhiyah..
hehehe..
thanx kamu2!! for the krespe kreme (cmne ntah eja) ;P
bergelak ketawa mcm da seploh taun xjmpe.. hahahaha
bong!!

that nite pulak..pegi castle!!!
heheheheehehehheehhe ;))
clbrtn with the chenta hatis.. *wink wink*
there were me, ayg, arock, dd, taza, az, j, epair, n lisya!!
clrbtn for me n lisya as june babies..
heee~
ayg n arock bought us cupcakes..sgt comel!!! n sedap oso..
thanx babes!! love u like gila babs!! :*
too bad the rest cudnt make it..
wish i cud clbrt with the other june babies..wuwuwwu :(

n lg sedeyh!!! cinta hati forgot my bday!!
i is so sad! i is merajuk!! n he ignored me the whole day!!!
blueeekkkk!!!!!
pppffffftttt!! >:P

but then, mesti la aku xreti merajuk lama2 kan??
bongek la efie!!!
hahahahaahahah

had lunch with family yesterday..
along with father's day clbrtn..
happy father's day ayah!!! u r my coolest daddy cool!!
mmg sy pggl dia daddy cool ye..hehehe
love u loads!! u r my truly hero..
:*

then there goes my 23rd birthday..
just realize how old i am n yet still acting like i'm 19..
but hey! i still feels like 19 tho!! heheheheh ;P
tlg la grow up efie!!! ;;)

another great birthday goes by..
me love my frens n family so much!!
thanx to everybody who wished me.. really terharu wth the thoughts..
xlarat nk reply sume org..huhu

till then peeps~
love ya!

*update sabah masih blom buat..nnt la ea.. heee~ :D*

xoxo~
:*

back in action! hehe

2009-06-13T21:54:00.000+08:00

i'm back!!
hahahaah..
i'm back in kl 2 days ago..

fuyoohh!!
penat namampos!!
sakit badan till i cannot get up the next day for work..wuwuwu
rindu kamu2 di lab..
*sobsobsob*

rindukan chenta hatis juge!!
dan cinta hati juge!! heheehe
can't wait to meet u guys!
huhuhhu

will be updating bout the trip and lotsa lots of pictures!!
ngehehehe
capture by my new baby emmett!!
weeeewwiiittt!!
:D

till later aite..
skang masih mls mahu menaip pjg2!
hehe

muahhxx!!

babai~

2009-06-05T23:11:00.002+08:00

off to Sabah saturday morning..

flight 0900 a.m.

be back in a week~

tata rakan2~

heee~ :D

kl-seremban-tangkak-kl

2009-06-02T09:51:00.005+08:00

last sunday, was a very long yet really fun sunday..hehe

went to 2 weddings..with kak atiq, kak fadh , n kak nono..wuwuw windu kak nono!!

1 is kak fadh's fren wedding at seremban.. boleh x nk crash wedding org?? haha ;P

another is kak aini's wedding in tangkak..

1st time tgk org johor kawen mcmane..haha

gile batak la rsnye..xtau apape...
thanx to makcik sally a.k.a kak atiq for all the explaining..heheh

nasib la mane2 laki yg kawin ngn org johor yg mmg kawen ikt adat gila2 nye..

hehehe sedia la duet byk2

started our journey at approx 11 a.m..naek pocoyo! :D
arrive seremban at 12 noon..

as usual, camwhoring dlu..haha

head off to tangkak around 1 p.m..

jmpe abg daniyal, a1, kak hana,kak liza, kak mash..then abg sudin n kak kaii tag along..tu pn aftr few hours..

pengapit lmbt! ;P

started our journey back to kl around 4++..hehe

realy interesting n funny incident happened along the way back to kl..hahahahaha

mls n tatau nk type ape..more pics r with kak nono..

later~

muahhx!

Man U kalah??

2009-05-28T11:59:00.001+08:00

sedeyh sbb xdpt pi tgk bola smlm..

tp gembira sbb pagi2 da dpt news yg MU kalah..haha ;P

bosan sbb arini tade keje lg..

super bosan sbb tade bende nk buat dlm lab.. intenet da bosann!!

super duper bosan sbb intenet sello! (eh! td kate intenet bosan)

ppppffffftttt!!!

suke~

2009-05-26T09:30:00.002+08:00

feeling a wee bit excited..

tp xle exited lebih2..

dh2 efie.. berhenti senyum smpai mata..

hehehe~

masih excited..dem! berhenti la..

:D

some gratitude n appreciations~

2009-05-22T09:28:00.004+08:00

this might be either too early or too late..
but having been in a very good mood this week makes me wanna say this..
thanx to everyone who contributed in every success or gud things happend to me all these while especially these past whole term..

so many things had happened..
with me studies, life, frenship, everything..
with all my frens graduating but i'm not, made me feels so low..
losing my self-believe, sometimes losing my sanity by doing stupid n crazy things..
with all the tense in me..
always almost losing my temper, did lost it tho..huhu

with so my personal problems bugging in..
family, myself, frens, enemy, betrayal..everything..
with my thesis always bring troubles..
huhuhu
mcm2 la jd..
this term had been the worst of my whole undergrad life..
receiving bad news all the time..
:(

but through the end of it..
i received a really huge great news..
even if some ppl might say it is nothing compared to all the bad things happened..
but i wud say, this is all i ask for..
i dont demand for every bad things happened been paid by a lot of good news..
enough by this few..

all of gratitude and appreciation to my angels...
who'd been there all the time..
dd,ayg,arock,taza,az,dilla..
huhuhu..
u girls hepled a lot..
always listend to my whining an complains..
always keeping me high spirited..
always there when i cried..
really love u so damn much..
i always know that i can always count on u girls..
:((

my sisters..
kak atiq, aza, jayla..
huhuhu...
even we r not always around to talk to each other or even to comfort each other..
but u girls r the best..
always giving the comfort words..
the positive vibes to me..
n congrats to aza n jayla also for the success.. :D

to U..
thanx for always being there..
thanx for always 'sabar' with me bugging urlife..
n thanx for all the honesty..
love u so damn much also...
:(

to my dearest housemates kak dy n ling..
for all the support n the morning waking up n for always reminding me..
:D

my frens, coursemates..
thanx a bunch!
huhu
>:D< style="text-align: left;">*this post da mcm ucapan sbb dpt anugerah..padahal tade pape pon..haha.. just wanna say all the thank yous that i never had the chance to say out loud or personally.. lots of love there for all of the ppl in my life... :-*

mission separa possible~

2009-05-20T22:50:00.005+08:00

mission separa possible..haha
ok la!!
nk lg positif!!
mission possible punyelah! hee~ :D

new resolution or more like new mission for me n kak atiq..
bersukan utk mengecilkan ape yg patut!! hahahahaah
kelaka la plak..

the mission starts today officially..
we went joging after work tadi..
longgar ok lutut aku!! hahahah
*nmpk sgt xpenah rajin nk joging*
hehehehe
;P

sbb da lama xjoging, mmg lemau la..
hahahah
semput gila ok!!
berjaya half way smpai bukit from muced then pusing blk sbb takot nk lalu bukit cinta yg byk binatang buas tu.. ;P

then rest minum2 dlu kt 12th..
haha..
blk rs mcm nk pengsan!!
kaki,badan, lutut sume rs mcm nk t'cabut sume!! wuwuwuwu

*muke lutut longgar*

*schwarzy mesti enterframe*

oh! 1 more thing..
schwarzy sy yg kacak da ade gefren!!!
i loike!!
walaupon chinta hati dia ni *mestila sy* xde bofren lg..
tp sy da dptkan schwarzy gefren...
yg penting schwarzy sy bahagia..heheh
*ok efie da weng*

*romantik kan mereka??*

name gefren schwarzy ni sy rahsiakan dlu..
atas sebab2 tertentu..hahahah
;P
suke!!

misi ke-2 maen tenis!!

till later~

:-*

all the patience n giving face n just let it be paid~

2009-05-20T09:59:00.002+08:00

alhamdulillah...

all the praise to Allah..

huhu..tho last nite got a lil bit bad news, this morning i start working with a huge smile..

i started my day with all the positive vibes in me..

reached um n being welcomed with the great news..

sungguh neves n takot n freak out b4 dis..

n more all of those..

i can celebrate the glory!!

hahaha..glory la sgt kan!! :P

with all the tests, shits, tense, sume2 dugaan thru this whole months..

at last, something came up that makes me happy again..

at least for now...

thanx everybody!!

thanx mama, thanx ayah, thanx abang!!

thanx families n frens..

n thanx dr rizman!! :">

i'm happy!! super happy!! hahahaah

*sepanjang hari akan senyum mcm org gila*

i'm glad having these ppl in my life~

2009-05-19T10:52:00.004+08:00

i'm so glad that i have my angels..
being there when i felt down..
when i lose my self-control..
when i feel like losing myself..

i'm so glad that i have my family..
always made me feel invited, wanted, accepted..
always made me feel great..
even they have no idea how i feel at the moment..
even they have no idea how bad i felt..
even they have no idea how miserable my life is..

i'm so glad that i have my girls..
always made me feel good..
even we did not always met..
even i did not always tell them whats going on..
they always made the moment really memorable..

i'm so glad that i have my trust ones, my close frens, my sisters, my brothers...
always there when i need a shoulder to cry..
always there when i fall..
no matter in what condition..
:((

i love u soo much!
*sigh*

booooosaannnnnnnnnn~

2009-05-18T12:11:00.002+08:00

bile bosan kt dlm lab..
mule la dh xtentu arah..
xsenang duduk..
lapa plak tuh..
bile nk kol 1 nih???
wuwuwuwuwuw

bile bosan kt lab..
mule la merepek..
post ntah apape kt blog nih..
sakit blakang la dok kt kusi ni lama..
*tu kata2 org bosan byk alasan*

bile bosan kt lab..
rs mcm nk kacau sume org..
tp tade sape nk respon..
benci lah!
ppfftt!!

sigh

2009-05-18T11:22:00.000+08:00

Benarkan ku 'tuk berbicara...
Bicara terus ke hati mu... Hati mu...
Hati yang penuh rasa ragu
Jangan terus pergi
Tanpa mendengar ku
Mungkin mudah
Untuk kau terus berlalu
Nanti dulu
Berikanlah waktu
Untuk aku, untuk kamu

Ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
Kaku aku melihat mu
Lidah kelu sedangkan aku
Mahu kau tahu
Aku cinta pada mu
Benci pada mu
Cinta pada mu

Ke tepi lihat ku berlalu
Pasti itu yang terbaik untuk ku
Tiada lagi mahu ku tahu
Tentang hidup kamu
Tentang mati kamu
Aku tahu
Engkau tahu apa yang mata ku tahu
Apa yang kau tunggu
Mahu aku buka pintu?

Ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
Kaku aku melihat mu
Sedang aku mahu kau tahu
Dengar kata ku
Aku cinta pada mu
Benci pada mu
Cinta pada mu

Sakitnya aku
Membenci kamu
Sakit lagi mencintai mu
Dan aku pergi
Tapi kembali
Benci aku mencintai diri mu
Ku benci... Kamu
Ku cinta... Kamu

internship~

2009-05-18T10:31:00.000+08:00

internship adelah bosan..
hehehehe
patutnye start intern last week but then supervisorku sgt bz so today br start..:D

1st day, kerja cr jurnal n bc jurnal..
adoi!!!
bende tu la yg plg xmenyeronokkan skali..
enough la cr2 bende2 ni ms wat thesis..wuwuwuw

tp xpe..
masih boleh ber-facebook, ber-ym dan ber-blog..
ngehehehehe
:D

1st day at work..this is what i do~ :P

2009-05-11T09:11:00.004+08:00

rules & regulations:

:: DO NOT copy answers
:: tagged questions must be 100% same
:: tag 9 people before doing the tag

people i tag :

1. Az

2. lala

3. Rny

4. makcik sally

5. kak syorre perry

6. shammy

7. fue

8. chupa

9. alip podolski

how do you know 1?
asasi la..my angel tersyg

what would you do if you never meet 2?
i won't be the only bola..she's a bola now..tp bola kecik la..wahahahaha :))

what would you do if 3 & 4 dated?
hahaha..xkot..they don't know each other..hehe

would 5 & 6 make a good couple?
=)) hahahaha..i donno..asek gado je..cmne?

do you think 7 is attractive?
mestilaaaa!! kate kembar sy!! :D

would you date 8?
she's already have a date..nnt afham marah sy plak.. :P

tell me something about 9
dia soh sy pggl dia alip podolski sbb dia nk jd org german..:))

what's 1's favourite past time?
pet society! :))

what language does 2 speaks?
malay, english.

who is 3 going out with?
hero korea tu sape ntah name dia.. :P

how old is 4?
makcik!! kamu da nk 24!! haha :P

when was the last time you talked to 5?
mlm td bermsj2..rabu lps br dating..kami scandal skang ni.hahaha ;))

who is 6's favorite singer?
siti nurhaliza tu kot..hahaha

would you date 7?
mestilaa!! bye2 eddy! :P

is 8 single?
takkk!!

what's 9's last name?
podolski ke shikamaru ni alip?? :))

hari da abes exam

2009-05-08T10:53:00.000+08:00

idup ni bosan rupenye..

ingt sronok la da abes exam..

tp mcm bosan je..wuwuwuwu

mggu dpn start l.i

mcmane la agaknye..

haih!

bila exam da abes~

2009-05-05T19:58:00.001+08:00

exam sem ni da abes..

tp ku blom grad lg ye..

ni sume gara2 fac sains yg xreti nk susun jadual utk subjek..

xpsl2 aku kene extend..

mcm haram!!

dhla sem 2..ape xle ke letak sbjk tu kt 2-2 sem??

bongek!!

tp apape pn, xkesah la..

aku da redha dr sem lps da sbb kene extend..

wuwuwuu..

apape hal pn..nk bergembira sbb da abes exam dlu..haha

bila da abes exam ni rs mcm nk kawen plak..

ngehehehe

tp nk kawen ngn sape??

ade sape2 sudi nk kawen ngn sy??

ke kalo xde sape sudi, bleh ke kawen ngn elmo yg ade kt umah tu??

cm comel gak je..

oh elmo! sudi x kau kawen ngn aku??

tiap2 mggu ko tdo ngn aku bile aku blk rawang..

xkan xsudi kot nk kawen ngn aku..

hihihi :">

*ok efie da weng!*

2009-05-02T10:31:00.000+08:00

u r crossing the line oredi..

like i wud trust u anymore??

duhh!!

bile ade lg 2 paper x abes2~

2009-04-29T23:06:00.002+08:00

sabtu ade exam..

tp jumaat rs mcm nk pegi berfoya2 menenangkan fikiran..

mcmane?

mcm gali kubur sendiri ke mcm membantu jwb exam ari sabtu??

selasa last paper..

tp rs mcm takot xsempat abes stadi..

mcmane?

mcm bunuh diri sendiri ke mcm patut redha je??

haih!

bila esok dan lusa ade exam~

2009-04-26T19:34:00.001+08:00

bila esok dan lusa ade exam..

jd maknenye exam berturut 2 hari..

same mcm mggu lps..

jd pale otak ni mcm mls nk bergerak..

mls nk stadi..

lg2 kalo esok exam maths..

ahakhakhak...

aku mcm menempah maut kan???

hihi

;))

;))

i wanna kick ass! can i??

2009-04-25T17:16:00.001+08:00

i really feel like kicking ass..

haha..

cmne? sape nk volunteer pungkok dia??

:P

*kick ass mcm ni bleh? hehe*

az the panda..me the????

2009-04-25T17:06:00.002+08:00

az --> the kung fu baby panda

me --> the..erk! garfield??? dem!

*akibat dr hampir gila*

eheh? :D

2009-04-25T17:01:00.000+08:00

4 more papers to go..

tp sy sgt malas..

ape mls2 ni afiqah??!

belajar la!!

:P

so near yet so far~

2009-04-24T23:55:00.005+08:00

i can feel that its gonna be the end..

real soon..

whatever gonna happen next..

i want u to know..

u can always find me if u need someone to talk to..

or a shoulder to cry..

i'm all ears..

i'm always here for u..

thank you for everything u've done for me..

nothing that i can repay u..

only God can..

thanx a whole lot~

n no worries..

i wont bug urlife nemore...

:')

i put a smile n be patient..n i know it worth~ :)

2009-04-20T23:14:00.003+08:00

thanx..

thanx for wanting to listen..

thanx for understands..

thats all i ask..

trustworthy is the most important thing..

:)

The Climb

2009-04-20T19:28:00.002+08:00

THE CLIMB

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,
cause

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Somebody's you're going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

a very inspirational song..by miley cyrus..
love it sgt3..wuwuwuu

go efie!!
ur strong! dont lose ur faith..

xoxo

saya suda 8-}

2009-04-20T16:21:00.002+08:00

rabu ni 1st paper utk final exam sem ni..

sumpah mls nk stadi..

sumpah tade mud nk stadi..

memikirkan manusia2 yg yg sungguh tidak bertimbang rasa..

memikirkan diri ini diperkotak katik kan.. *walaupn agak katik..tp ttp hot tau!*

memikirkan diri ini sungguh la mulia membiarkan saja.. *up sket*

memikirkan boleh plak aku ni bermanis muka kan..gila determine efie!!

ish! xboleh jadi ni..

mesti stadi efie!

mesti score sem ni.. *chewah*

persetankan manusia2 itu semua.. *tp sy ttp syg dia*

ok! sambung bc slide semula

tata~

hahahohohuhuhehehihi

2009-04-20T02:47:00.002+08:00

haha

tahniah la pada kamu

kamu berjaya melagakan aku dan dia

dia percaya kata2 kamu

terima kaseh byk2 la pada kamu

kamu seorang yg berbakat!

haha
hoho
hehe
hihi
woot~ woot~

yay!!

2009-04-18T10:53:00.001+08:00

fully submitted my thesis yesterday!!
wwooohooo!!
seronok ok!

now have to study for final efie!!
mood!! cpt dtg!!
ku menantimu suda lama ni!!
cpt sket!! nk exam da ni!!
:D

promo nih!

2009-04-14T11:33:00.003+08:00

hahaha..
oleh kerana demand yg tinggi..chewah!
sy mahu promo 2 web blog ini..

klik sini untuk menempah muffin dan kek2 yg lazat belaka!
terbukti kesedapannya ye rakan2..
tiada keraguan di situ..
home-made muffin n cakes..mntk je nk flavor ape..cm poket doremon dia kuarkan dr oven nnt.. :D

dan klik kt pompuan ni nye blog utk koleksi tudung2, selendang2 yg santek2 belaka..
model2 dia pn santek2 gak..tp model xboleh beli la kan..:D

*ok..sy dh cuba sedaya upaya sy mem-promote! jd, sila lawati laman2 itu ya rakan2*
:D

xoxo

life is karma.. what goes around comes around~

2009-04-12T11:54:00.003+08:00

heyya~

had lunch with ayg at ikea yesterday..
just the 2 of us since arock has to leave early for kenduri tahlil at nenek's hse..huhu
i had chicken chop with fries *rai seriously gonna kill me ;P* n ayg had chicken with herb n lemon sauce..hihihi

we had a good talk..mostly bout our same ol 'story'..bout all the shit that happens to us..
ayg conclude that no matter how bad people do shit to us, we dont.. bcoz the shit will come back to them..

so, no matter how heartbroken we r, dont break someone else's heart..bcoz we know how it feels..life is karma..what goes around comes around..

so now, i'm washing away all the negative vibes..
let time decide..mls nk pening2 kan kepala n sakit2 kan hati sendri..
no point of thinking too much but end up hurting my own self..huhu
people wont understand if u tell them what u feel..bcoz only know what n how u feel..
so, i'm dealing with my heart by myself..
no more involving people..i've learnt my lesson..

go efie!! smile all the way!!
get rid of those negative thoughts..
:)

~xoxo~

suda~

2009-04-10T13:36:00.001+08:00

submit full draft arini..

rs mcm nk tdo je selama 3 hari tanpa bgn..

tp ada lg assgnment n perlu study for finals..

cmne???

*hidupku pathetic*

:((

Sometimes somethings are better not to be said

2009-04-08T05:55:00.003+08:00

sorry for making ur life miserable..

sorry for making u pening2 semula..

sorry for everything..

i'm out of ur life starting from this moment~

enough!

2009-04-02T01:37:00.004+08:00

hhmmm
i've had enough..
fed up..
sume la..

i'm standing up n holding my head up high..
bcoz i know, i'm worth much more!
more than what i get from u know who..

yes!
suda!
abeskan sj di sini!

p/s: thanx byk2 ye kak fadh sbb sudi tmn sy mlm td tgk pop band..syg kamu~ muahhx!

sigh~

2009-04-01T00:46:00.002+08:00

seriously, i dont want this to end..
but how far can i take this, i myself dont know..
i need a fren in u, a shoulder to cry, a bestfren.. not more..
i dont wish anything more from u..
but this is hard..
i know its hard..
help me to figure this out pls..

:((

i'm feeling gooooooooooooddddd~

2009-03-28T12:27:00.002+08:00

heyya!
haha..sgt happy dan energetic rasanya..
:D

woke up early this morning..
my plan since thursday is to clean my room this morning..
as well as my duty to clean the hse for this week.. hehe
bilikku suda tebal dgn habukkk..sinus ku pon da bermaharajalela da..
so tadaaa!! suda kemas!!!
feeling great! terasa bersih kembali..
hehehehe

dis week was a hectic week..huhu
tension since last weekk..
dgn viva lg..
thesis writing lg..
assignment yg xreti nk berkurang lg..waaaaaaaaaa!! :((

my viva was ok..
mendapat pujian as a really good presentation from the lecturers..hikhik.. malu sy :">
tp q&a session sgt hampeh..
since i was the 1st person to present, kene bombard smpai terkedu gak la..huhuh
tensi jdnye..da lega lps present pn tensi..sbb q&a tu la..huhu
but overall i was ok..janji da setel.. n pasni fokus on writing n exams..
wish me luck people! pray for me! huhuhu

lps viva aritu..i spend the time with only myself..
jln2 di midval..tgk movie..all by myself..
fuhh! seronok! da lama xwat cmtu..
jln sorg2, movie sorg2..feels great..
sorry to my bitches for the silence..huhhuu
i'm afraid i will lose my temper to u girls if i'm tension...
so terpaksa mendiamkan diri..huhu
syg korg! :-*

n sorry to lisya sbb xdpt tgk u dance the other day..
been bz n all..huhu
n congrats dear..muahhx!!

last weekend, attend mab for the last time..
pasni tade dh..
my dear brothers n sisters, pls don't jeopardise our frenship..
tamo gado2 ye..
cherish the moment we had together...
da last2 ni..nnt blom tentu bleh mcm dulu lg..
we will miss the moment later in time..
be gud yah! muahh!

ku suda merepek pjg sgt..
time to mandi n shoot off to port klang to fetch ayah...
wait ya daddy...anakmu ini kan mls mandi..*ayah kate daging kambing mahal skang ni..heee~*
jd lmbt sket ye nk amek mood mandi tu.. :D

till then ya peeps!
muahhxx!

xoxo

wan yg tag ni..slhkan dia ;P

2009-03-27T01:26:00.002+08:00

1) Ape nama penuh anda?
Afiqah Azlan

2) Nama apa yang anda harap itu nama anda?
errr...i can't imagine if my name is other than Afiqah..mesti klaka abes la..haha ;P

3) Post 4 pictures latest korang yang esklusif yang xde sape tengok lagi..
hah! silap la..mls!

4) Apa kenangan paling bermakna dalam jiwa raga anda?
eheh! kene ckp ke? malu... :">

5) Apa prinsip hidup anda?
There is always a bright side in everything.. senang cite..sume yg berlaku ade hikmahnye..jd, always think +ve ye.. *agak poyo di situ*

6) Apa perangai anda yang paling buruk?
ye sy tau sy mengade.. ;P

7) Tulis di atas sekeping kertas n postkan juga
err... rindu?

* Tagkan 10 orang kenalan anda
az
lala
ckin
fue
nunu
dh..tu je..mls nk type da

done!

2009-03-25T10:40:00.001+08:00

the presentation suda selesai..
tp ku masih stress..
mengapa????

rindu dia

2009-03-24T10:34:00.003+08:00

sy rindu aqeel..
huhuhu
:(

*sy stress*

cuak

2009-03-24T09:31:00.001+08:00

cuak!
esok viva presentation..
rs cm nk muntah, sume ade..
rs cm nk lari jauh2 pn ade..
:((

*sy stress*

ye!

2009-03-21T17:11:00.001+08:00

ye! sy dh xnk!

erk??

2009-03-20T10:46:00.000+08:00

My world was bright but now devoured in darkness
My life has become one hell of a mess
I dont know what to do anymore
I just want to unlock that happy, bright door
To see the world as I once did
To be happy and free like a five year old kid
All my problems that hold me back solutions that the problems lack
I'm so confused and ready to cry
Just take me away I'm ready to die
To be in a world that I create
A place that knows no depression or hate
To be in an eternal sleep
Not needing the help of the many sheep
How can I unlock that door?
To feel relieved so I don't fall on the hard, stone floor
Will time make it open or will I need a key
All I want is to be happy and free...

update mengade~

2009-03-19T00:37:00.002+08:00

saya tau, saya tak patut ckp mcm ni..
tp sy rasa nk ckp jugak..
walaupn sy dh penat idup mcm ni..
walaupn sy da xsanggup senanye dh ni...
xlarat...
tp sy nk ckp gak..
sy rindukan kamu...
walaupn sy slalu je jmpe kamu..hehe *ngade kan*
tp tibe2 td sy rs cmtu..
xpenah plak sy rindu kamu smpai mcm ni..
tp td sy rindu sgt kt kamu..

haih!
brape lama lg nk mcm ni ye?
x setel2 lg..
ntah bila nk setel pn xtau...
sy nk 'move on'..
tp mcm ssh sgt...
sile suroh sy 'move on' skarang...
kamu tau...

miracle do happens

2009-03-15T18:06:00.002+08:00

a love letter for the 1 i love the most after my parents.. :')

Dear u,

God separate us in 2 total different world. Make us grow apart from each other. You were up there somewhere, and i'm here in the real life, real world. I always have faith in having you in my life. Eventhough i don't know whether you truely exist or not. But the faith is still with me keep growing in me. Always believe in the presence of you ever since i was a little child. I don't know why, but i did. I dont know the reason for holding onto my faith. The only faith i'm still holding on till today. I dont know why God made me believe in such thing. I dont know why i'm always searching for you in my dreams. I dont know why i'm still hoping for you come into my life. But that was it. I always did.

That day, the day that i wont forget. Never. He made my dreams come true. He made my faith, my dreams, my hope a miracle. I met you. I hear you. You were in front of me. I totally can't forget that. Eventhough i can't see u but enough for me to hear you. Thank God. Only He knows how i felt at that moment. I can;t hold my tears anymore. The tears i've been saving for that particular moment. The tears i shed everytime i think of you. You can't comeback to us but i know you are always there. Looking up for us. Taking care of us. I can feel sometimes, that you are here beside me. Looking at me. Holding me. Protecting me. I know you can hear me everytime i cried myself to sleep. I just want to see you this time. Hold you, touch you, feel you. But i know it's hard and almost impossible. I pray each time, that you would came into my dreams. So that i can hug you, hold you, talk to you all night. Please come. :'(

After so long, i didn't hear anything from you, last night was another unforgetable night for me. Again i met u. In a special way. After so long, i've been waiting for this moment. You wanted to talk to me. I even cried seeing you. The way you greet. I cried the first moment i see you without even care for the people around anymore. You hugged me. God, You give me a lot already. Those was the best. You talked to me, you hugged me. In a special way. I can feel that is truely you. I can feel your hand holding me. Dear God, i could not ask for more. You tell me to take care, take care of our family. I couldn't say a word. I really wanted to say a lot but i just can't. How happy i am, only God knows. :'(

Dear you,
I wanteed to say that i love u so much. Nothing and no one can ever replace that. I will always remenber what you said to me. And i will always have faith in you. I know you'll look up for us. You have to take care of yourelf too. Find someone who care for you. Because i want to see happy. As happy as i am now. Next time i see u, please tell me that you have a family already. Because that's all i ask from you. For you to be happy. Other than taking care ang looking up for us here, don't forget your duty. I will always pray for from here. Do let me know if you're around. Made me feel that you're around. Always.
Take care.

The 1 who'll always love and miss you,
~your sister~
:')

haRi ini dan sEmaLam

2009-03-03T14:59:00.005+08:00

Last night pegi DSH (Damansara Specialist Hospital) tgk afiq.. oh! lupe plak.. adikku yg cm haram tu msk hospital..denggi.. berjangkit ngn mama kot.
last week mama, dis week dia plak..ntah bila la turn sy plak..wuwuwuu.. tak mahu!!! jauh2kan penyakit2 tu sume dr ku..keje byk xsiap lg..aiyooo

Last saturday anta dia pi hosp tu..admitted la kan..lama plak tu..hari ni da hari selasa.. platlet dia drop lg..tp arini xpegi tgk lg..xtau da naik ke blom platlet dia tu..jp lg lps lab ni pi la tgk sat..
sambil bw makanan yg sedap2..hahaha..tgk je la dia.. sape soh tade selera.. *jahatkan sy ni sebagai kakak???ngeheheh*

oh! smbg blk cite psl mlm td..pegi hospital ngn huda, abg andy n aqeel..dorg tggu kt dpn ou dan kami berkonvoi..mama n ayah da ade kt sana..
lps borak2 gelak2 n takot2kan bdak gemok tu, kami pn kuar dan mahu ber-dinner..(oh! bahasa melayu ku sungguh la hampas)

kami dinner kt victoria station!! ye!! punah harapan aku nk diet.. *diet la sgt ;P*
mkn dgn seronoknye.. *since mama blanje..kalo byr sendiri jgn harap la..wahahaha*

bermain2 dgn aqeel dan pulang..
singgah um mahu anta makanan pd 'tok wan' dan pulang siapkan esemen yg mcm gunung tu..wuwuwuwuuuu

*mama n ayah*

*aqeel~ bdak kecik ni suke posing tau... ;))*

*yang atas tu mknn sy..ngehehe n bawah ni mereka sekeluarga..chewah!*

*mama ngn ayah sy mmg suke posing..tgk la anak mereka sape..ngeee~*

*aqeel mkn oren..tp dpn kamera dia cover macho ok!! hahaha kalo x lg chomell*

hari ni bermula dgn baik..bgn dgn mudah.. *selama ni cm liat gila kan*
da mula rajin ke kelas kembali setelah 2 mggu malas gila nk gi kelas.. :D

tu saje kot..da kehabisan ayat ni..hehe
nk smbg wat keje..
daaa~

muahhx!

in dEniaL

2009-03-03T14:53:00.000+08:00

itu saje nk ckp

saye rs sy in denial

xtau la nk explain cmne

sakit otak

I Caught Myself

2009-02-26T18:11:00.001+08:00

currently so into this song..
aza said this sounds like me..wuwuwuuu
:(
this song is by paramore - I Caught Myself

Down to you
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I dont know what I
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that I should have never thought of you, of you

You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
No I don't know what I want

You got it, you got it
Some kind of magic
Hypnotic, hypnotic
You're leaving me breathless
I hate this, I hate this
You're not the one I believe in
With God as my witness

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that I should have never thought of you, of you

You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
No I don't know what I want

Don't know what I want
But I know it's not you
Keep pushing and pulling me down
But I know in my heart it's not you

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that I should have never thought of you
I knew, I know in my heart it's not you
I knew, But now I know what I want, I want, I want
Oh no, I should have never thought

i donate blood!!

2009-02-24T12:09:00.003+08:00

hahaha
mesti korg sume kate efie gedik kan sbb donate blood pn nak kepoh..
tp kesah la..
hakikatnye mmg ni 1st time pn sy donate blood ye..
mmg btol la setengah org ckp, 3rd time's the charm..
ni da kali ke-3 percubaan menderma darah..dan kali ni la br berjaya.. ngeee~ :D

after klas ended at 10 td pegi wahid for breakfast..jmpe aza n fairuz kt sana..
had roti telur n teh tarik..yum2!!
then anta fairuz kt fac sains, gi isi minyak for schwarzy, patu decide nk blk 12th utk tido..hehe
lalu dpn kps ternampak poster for blood donation..
agaknye tibe2 time tu trnnye hidayah dr Allah nk soh derma darah kot..
tanpa berfikir panjang tros je msk kps parking area tu..park schwarzy then tros naek kt audi..
me n aza register sume2..cek blood pressure n blood type.. patu lepas!!! :D
seronoknye sy!!!
sebelum ni ms 1st dulu, xboleh donate sbb xckp tdo..
then 2nd time sbb blood pressure terlalu tinggi..
kali ni yeay!!!
tp b4 this pn ade la byk dtg tgk org donate blood..
tp sy ni penakotttt..wuwuwwuuuu
xbrani nk pegi..tgk jarum tu besar..
patu takot darah pancut2 byk2 kuar..mcm2 la takotnyeee...
huhuuhuhu

tp aza kate muke sy ketat..
wahahahah..sbb takot la syg..
kalo x takot mesti la sy bergelak ketawa...:D

tp td mcm tibe2 je rs nk...
dan berjaya..
dan tibe2 rs mcm bangga ngn diri sendiri..ngeheheh
:D

so, i'm offocially a blood donor!! yeay!!
proud of it!!
pasni bleh derma lg.. :D

*hahaha..poyokan sy??peduli ape.. ;P*

*our arms... :D*

hahaha..sronokkan sy ni??
excited gitu..
auwww.. hahha ;P

ok la..nk berehat..
chewah!! kol 2 ade klas lg..
daaaa~

muahhxx!

~xoxo~

membebel~

2009-02-17T00:15:00.002+08:00

heyya..

i watched sukmum this evening..rugby final..haha
it has been more than a week already that i have a new routine.. watch rugby every evening..
haha
ni gara2 'tok wan' *oh he got new name :D* la...
n plus, my buddies also playing for 4th college..
naim,sepot,john,safuan, sape ntah lg..:D

so today was the last day for sukmum..as for rugby la kan..
12th vs 5th..
went to watch 'tok wan' maen...
too bad he lost..
but alip tibe2 dgn xbersalahnye buat muke bangga sbb 12th kalah..
huh! xmengapa la alip...
janji 'tok wan' sy lg tough dr alip.. ;P

these 2 weeks had been some very tough weeks for me..
huhuhuh
last 2 weekends - pindah umah..byk barang..byk hal nk setel.. keje byk tp xsiap..penat.. serabut...huhuhuhu
last weekends - mama kene denggi...byk hal kene setel jugak..adik cm haram xle harap.. jaga mama kt hospital since ayah keje..wuwuwuuuu :( keje xsiap gak..*sobsobsob*

beratnye dugaan semenjak 2 menjak ni..huhhu
xpela..go efie!! i know i'm strong!!!

thesis is killing me...
assignments makes me suicidal..
tests are coming..
wuwuuuu serabut~ :((

thank god my heart is ok...
nothing's been bothering me..
bgs ye kau wahai hati..
xbuat hal time2 tgh serabut ni..
ni yg tambah syg nih :D

i miss my angels...
it's been ages that we r together..
i mean all of us..huhuh
i wish we cud be like b4..
even for a day, or an hour...
i just miss having u girls around..
*sobsobsob*

n thanx to u..
for being patience listening to all my babblings..naggings..
hhuhuhuhu
i dont know who to tell lg dh...
i just miss my girls soo much..
n u jd tmpt i ngadu..
if only u cud get my girls for me rite now..
huhuhuhu
:((

with loads of works, assignments, thesis works, tests...
i always kacau u at work..huhuh
thanx for everything...wuwuwuuu

i wish u n u girls were here...
i wanna cry..
hug me plsssssssss
:(

*mode rindu*

i know~

2009-02-17T00:03:00.001+08:00

i know this is wrong...

i know this is not right...

but i just don't care..

can i?????

wah!! award!! :D

2009-02-16T22:10:00.003+08:00

i was tagged by my angel-dilla like weeks ago....ngeheheh
i hav loads of work to do tp memandangkan sgt serabut wat masa ni, so i do this first aite..:D

10 things about me :

- i love cooking actually, but i just dont how to..haha..so far sket2 je boleh..dan sedang cuba2 belajar.. :D

- i'm sooooooooooo into red! hehe....most of my stuff r red.. hehe

- in a mission gak mcm la..tp to lose weight..aiyoo tp kurun ke berapa la br dpt tu??huhuhu

- my priority -> family, angels, close frens, the peope that i love ONLY!

- wish i cud go around the world without having to think of how much money that left.. ngeee~

- my love life is so pathetic.. i only fall in love for 2 person so far..gile xbest! bile nk jd bitch sebenar ni??? ;P

- i dont like to wear skirts..i hate to wear 'em.. ngeheee~

- i hav a split personality..hehe tu sbb kadang2 hangin sket :D

- i love my schwarzy!! my love, my precious tu..even da ade parut2 sket.. wuwuwwuuu

- i want to go to penang, and singapore!!!!! make it happen plsssssssssssssssss

Tag 6 people to give them the award:

# aza
# jayla
# kak syorre
# kak kaii
# makcik sally
# kak dy

The rules to receive this award are:
1. Copy badge "2008 Cute's Blogger Award" above to place it in your blog.
2. Link/story about the person who tagged you.
3. Every blogger must state 10 things about themselve before choosing other people to give the award.
4. You have to tag 6 people & list their names here.
5. Dont forget to visit their blog & tell them that they've receive the award.
Thank You!

kite running

2009-02-08T22:44:00.007+08:00

hurmmm..how shud i start? da lama xmeng-update dgn panjang so da xsure nk start cmne ni..hehe
baiklah..since kebanyakan blog rakan2 suda menggunakan bahasa melayu, saya pn mahu berbahasa melayu juga lah..:D

hari ahad lepas, tak pasti pula brapa haribulan..kami semua *saya, ayang, fue, j, arock, dd, ckin, taza, chulan, dan afiq adik dd* pergi bermain layang-layang dekat kepong..dilla dan herl sepatutnya dtg..tp dilla tiba2 tak boleh dtg..huhuhu..dan herl xpasti kenape tp dia kate sronok tgk tv...haha ;P
taman tu senanye dpn umah ckin..tp dia dgn mlsnye nk lintas suroh la saya ni pergi amek dia..hehehe

sgt seronok..da berkurun da tak main layang-layang ni..dulu main pun masa 6 thn kot..haha
tu pun tak reti main..hehe.
hanya j sorang je yg reti maen aritu..hehe..
so dia la hero kami..
kami beli 2 layang-layang..saya dan ayg yg beli..
sy punya nama bubu, ayang punya nama luch.. *u'll know why..haha*
chulan pun ade beli 1..spongebob..hehe..sgt chomell..

jadi, j saje la yg jd tukang naek kan layang2..hehe
bila pas kat kitorg je kite tu sume jatuh blk.. :D
ni ade gamba2..tgkla sendiri..xtau nk merepek ape dh..hehe

*our kite: bubu n luch*

*ayg with luch*

*ni la dia hero kami..pakcik ni je reti maen kite.. :D*

*fue lapaaa..jd, makanan lebih menarik..hehe..d n taza sronok ea..*

*fue ni..bkn nk bantu tau..haha*

*j n ayg try to fix luch*

*mungkin bg arock n ckin kamera lebih menarik..haha ;P*

*chulan n afiq...mereka pn terer gak.. :D*

*j fixing luch..luch xstabil..haha*

*yes! bg kami, kamera lebih menarik..haha*

*hero saya kepenatan ;P*

lepas men kite, kami pergi makan kat nz wangsa maju..
then pergi jmpe zaret kt istana budaya..
dia bukak booth kt situ..
then we shoot off dan pulang..
:D

hari ini

2009-02-04T21:45:00.001+08:00

Hari ini saya rasa gumbira

tade apape yg peningkan kepala saya melainkan assignment yg banyak ini

tp keseluruhannya...hari ini hari yang gumbira buat saya

:D

Sendiri

2009-01-31T17:48:00.001+08:00

Abg daniyal wrote this for me if i'm not mistaken..

Sendiri...
Ketika berlari mencari arah bintang
Dia mendongak melihat langit
Tiada bintang untuknya malam ini

Dia berjalan pantas ke hujung timur
Mendongak lagi, mencari bulan
Tiada juga cahaya untuknya malam ini

Dia kumpul kisah yang lalu
Dia jalinkan jadi helaian kain tebal
Dihamparkan... lelah

Kisah lalu jadi alas tidurnya
Cerita hadapan dia kurang pasti

Hidupnya jadi sendiri
dan terus berdiri
menguntum senyum
secantik bunga plastik

2009-01-31T17:44:00.000+08:00

Kebahagiaan seseorang manusia tidak semestinya
Dalam memiliki segala yang terbaik
Kita hanya membuat yang terbaik di dalam hampir apa sahaja
Yang datang di dalam perjalanan hidup kita
Kebahagiaan terletak pada mereka yang menangis, terluka
Dan mereka yang telah mencari dan mencuba
Hanya mereka sahaja yang boleh menghargai
Kepentingan manusia yang telah menyentuh kehidupan mereka

total eclipse of the heart

2009-01-31T17:39:00.003+08:00

i wonder...
what will happen next..
can i take this??
or can't i??

dear God, pls let me be strong...
pls let me held my head up high...
for me to get thru this...
again~

*sigh*

wisdom

2009-01-30T23:26:00.002+08:00

some words of wisdom from a fren..

yesterday, ym-ed with abg daniyal..
he gave me this:

Satu perkara yang menunjukkan kita dewasa ialah

Orang-orang yang biasa dengan kita suatu masa dahulu

kita rasakan mereka semua telah berubah...

i ask him, what is the meaning?
mestila sy xpaham bahasa kias2 ni kan..
he said this:

Semua perkara terus berubah

Kecuali Perubahan saja yang kekal...

i still dont get it..
n he said, i will understand someday..
hrmm...
i wonder....

crystal clear..n i made it!!!

2009-01-24T21:37:00.005+08:00

feeling extremely relief..
wats been bothering me for these few months suda setel!
i'm proud of myself.. proud for not being a coward anymore.. proud to be able to walk away n leave behind all the black history that makes me afraid to move on and take chances..
proud for having the guts to say it n fix things..
proud of having bunch of frens who didnt even give up giving me advices and courages even when i'm not listening n just ignored wat they said..huhu
proud to hav U as my best bud n accept me for who i am n what i look like..

today, i made it..
i said it just the way wanted to say it..
i made things clear..
we made it clear..
i'm glad we talked..
no more confusion..
no more pening2..
no more afraid of anything..

thanx to U for being understanding of my situation..
thanx to U for making it clear to me..
thats all i want..nothing much..

i've been stupid..
behaving like dat..
making U behave not like u..
making U put a wall between us..
making U put a restricted limits between us..
making me almost losing U..
making U almost ran away from me...
*sigh*

thanx for coming back..
as my bestfren..
thanx for being who U were before..(so far ;P)
thanx for not running away...
thanx for helping me n making me handle this like a grown up..
:)

i always believe in fate..
only god knows wat will happen in the future..
n i accept wat ever it will be..
n i feel relief..sooo relief..
this is the 1st time i've ever win in this matter..
i win saving this frenship..
thanx a lot to U!
:)

~xoxo~

uPdaTE maLas~

2009-01-19T13:21:00.001+08:00

saye di lab..
br smpai dr menunaikan tanggungjawab kpd keluarga..(chewah)

nk buat assignment imej..tp nk update blog jugak..
so jd la update malas ni...

ok la..
nk siapkan assignment dan smbg buat thesis..
kol 2 ade klas lg..
daa~

:D

it's hard

2009-01-11T11:21:00.002+08:00

it's hard
when u're afraid to sumthing bcoz of ur past experience..
it's even harder
when it comes to the matter of heart..
and getting harder
when things are getting complicated..
n u just can't do anything to change it..
bcoz u're afraid..
afraid of sumthin u urself not sure about..
why must it be this hard???

nEw yEar

2009-01-11T11:07:00.002+08:00

hye ya!
this might be too late to update bout my new yr...haha
mls mahu update plus i have to repeat my thesis work since software bodo tu wat hal..huhuhu

my new yr celebration wuz kinda great..
went out wit ayg, n n 2 new frens ana n ihsan..ana is ayg's n dilla's bestfren from penang n ihsan is her bofren..hehe..
then met aj, meena, zaret, n lisya...left curve b4 midnight since i cant stand the crowd..huhu
xsuke!! sesak..
off to rasta..suprisingly rasta tade org..haha..heaven!
met j n epair there..mkn2 n watch fireworks from there..
then blk n maen guitar heroes at abg hafiz's..haha
great!
the whole weekend is about guitar heroes! i loike!!
i want 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i've start saving to buy 1..
so now i hav to save to buy 1 d60 n xbox or ps3..
hahaha..anyone wants to contribute??? :D

everyone is talking bout new yr resolutions...
haha..since i never accomplish any of my so called new yr resolution, so i think i just hav to continue my last yr's resolutions.. ;P

2008 was over..
wat a very dramatic year for me..
so many things happend..
thought me wat life is all about..
thought me how to survive in this full of lie world...
thought me to be careful with people around..
tought me not to simply trust in anything n anyone..
thought me how cruel life is..
thought me everything...
despite all the dramatic things, i met new people..
met great people..nice people too...

in early 2008, met j who happens to be my bestbud now..haha
mid 2008, met my dearie hsemate ling..
end of 2008, met aj, ana, ihsan, sape2 lg la..hehe ;P
i met many new frens..xlarat nk sebut sume2..tu mane2 yg terlintas kt kepala je..huhu

i'm hoping 2009 wud be better..way better than 2008..
fingers crossd..
till later~

xoxo~

ThIs is jUsT tHe wAy I am

Uhuk huk huk!! *buang2 habuk*

shoes!! shoes!! shoes!!

Bila....

my raya goes like this...

It's Raya

oh i loike! ;)

Ramadhan

Choc moist cake *drools*

nyum nyum nyum~

just a short one ;)

Another Brag~ ;)

Deutschland

This is corny or lame or watever u wanna call it.. ;P

Some bragging~ ;P

Hari Lahir Saya

A Letter for Daddy~

hidup ini bosan

oooooooooo yeah!!!!

random~

karma

erk!

Happy Birthday Si Kacak :)

tiada tajuk

asek2 benda yg sama :P

hati keji

when my hero falls~

give n take is the best policy

tade belas kasihan~

smug

CNY n V day

again

Malam Tadi

arnab

hey hey~

;))

Selamat Ulang Tahun

ini buat kamu~

tiada tajuk

manusia ni pelik kan???

happy new year!

June babies~

back in action! hehe

babai~

kl-seremban-tangkak-kl

Man U kalah??

suke~

some gratitude n appreciations~

mission separa possible~

all the patience n giving face n just let it be paid~

i'm glad having these ppl in my life~

booooosaannnnnnnnnn~

*sigh*

internship~

1st day at work..this is what i do~ :P

rules & regulations:

hari da abes exam

bila exam da abes~

bile ade lg 2 paper x abes2~

bila esok dan lusa ade exam~

i wanna kick ass! can i??

az the panda..me the????

eheh? :D

so near yet so far~

i put a smile n be patient..n i know it worth~ :)

The Climb

saya suda 8-}

hahahohohuhuhehehihi

yay!!

promo nih!

life is karma.. what goes around comes around~

suda~

Sometimes somethings are better not to be said

enough!

sigh~

i'm feeling gooooooooooooddddd~

wan yg tag ni..slhkan dia ;P

done!

rindu dia

cuak

Uhuk huk huk!! buang2 habuk

Choc moist cake drools

sigh